I really wish I would have said it when I felt it, but its to late now. Its that backbone thing. Thats what I'm blaming it on at least ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say right now. I want to hate you soo bad, but I just can't bring myself around to it. I can't hate you. I hate her. I hate that she's pulled you in again, I hate that she's such a bitch and I know you deserve more. I hate that she has so much control over you. GAH

I knew it was too good to be true. Something had to go ( Read more... )

I hate knowing whats wrong...

I hate knowing what makes me cry...

It only makes me more of a bitch... and I really don't want to be a bitch anymore...

I'm done for now I guess...

Feelings never change...I just need to learn to hide mine...
I don't like what I'm seeing...

Sooo first week back to classes wasn't horrible but the 8am writing class is not my personal favorite. But having no Wednesday or Friday classes makes up for it. I have a feeling that this semester is going to be hard and I am really not looking forward to it...uggg ( Read more... )

So I'm back at school and I had my first class of the semester tonight. My introduction to education class. It wasn't bad...found out i have the wrong book so I will have to end up returning that one and getting the right one which will end up being a new book so it will be insanely expensive. Ohhh well....gah ( Read more... )

Tuesday afternoon I went to lunch with Steph, Kelly, Jacquie, Maria, Kim, and Brian at Ruby Tuesdays. I wasn't a big fan of that place. Not so much. But it was fun. Went with mi madre to get our hair cut. We stopped at Khols on the way home so mommy could pay the bill and I saw Eric there. Talked with him for a while all about fabulous Outback. ( Read more... )

Happy 2005 would be a good way to start this I suppose.

So New Years Eve was interesting. But in the end fun. I love you guys.

She's done this to me before. I've felt this pain before. You yourself know the pain I've felt before, its happen to you. Yet, you still neglect from making me feel this pain all over again. I never expected this from you ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

So Tuesday night Worde and I went to Drew's and hung out with Cait, Schmidt, her friend, and 3 of Drew's friends. We just sat around kinda watched dance tapes and talked. Fun Fun. It was nice seeing Schmidt again. I miss her tons ( Read more... )

Not been up to a whole lot. Last Thursday after getting hit with mounds of snow I ventured to Somerset mall to met up with my JonJon, Chels, and Brian! Oh how I love them. We shopped around a bit and then went to Mongolion Barbeque for dinner. Yummy food. It was the first time I had ever been there and I was afraid that I was going to do it all ( Read more... )