Hee! I have a memory of staring down the fear that I carry around with me that's got to be similar to what you're describing.
I was working stage crew at Eisenhower Auditorium, and had to pull the gels from the lighting rigs in the wall pockets. The lamps were aimed at a pretty obtuse angle from the rigging, and were juuuuuuuuuuust a bit too long to grab the gels out of the front comfortably. I was 3/4 of the way up the rig, reaching for the gel on the top light, when I looked down. And realized that there was nothing but 30-40 feet of open air between me and the seats if I let go of the rig and fell out of the wall pocket. I told myself I was safe, and that I had both feet and one hand on the ladder, and that there was no reason I couldn't pull that gel, took a deep breath, and did it.
Heights have been significantly easier for me since. :) (Even working on the grid, or the main catwalk, or loading counterweights didn't wig me out like that gel pull did.)
gris-gris is pronounced gree-gree (as the French have some sort of weird disdain for pronouncing consonants that end words). Given that voudou has a French-creole vocab, makes sense...
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I was working stage crew at Eisenhower Auditorium, and had to pull the gels from the lighting rigs in the wall pockets. The lamps were aimed at a pretty obtuse angle from the rigging, and were juuuuuuuuuuust a bit too long to grab the gels out of the front comfortably. I was 3/4 of the way up the rig, reaching for the gel on the top light, when I looked down. And realized that there was nothing but 30-40 feet of open air between me and the seats if I let go of the rig and fell out of the wall pocket. I told myself I was safe, and that I had both feet and one hand on the ladder, and that there was no reason I couldn't pull that gel, took a deep breath, and did it.
Heights have been significantly easier for me since. :) (Even working on the grid, or the main catwalk, or loading counterweights didn't wig me out like that gel pull did.)
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I did not climb up on much while I was there.
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It's pronounced "gree-gree," and then you have two of them: "gree-grees." I think it is actually French. Most weird climbing terms are French.
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