Breaking...

[spunkyfuzzguts]

I feel like I'm breaking. Coming apart at the seams. Nothing seems to fit, nothing seems right in this world. I feel like a voyeur, watching another's life, gaining some perverted pleasure from living vicariously through myself. There's noone to listen. Noone cares. My mother cares only about nursing her own pain, which has been caused in totality

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[spunkyfuzzguts]

You do, just by replying. I just feel so cut off and isolated from everyone. It doesn't help that my best friend of seven years basically told me that our friendship has been bullshit from start to finish and that he hates me.

[likeantelope]

oh bub, that's awful.
even if it's just online listening, we're all here. i hope things start looking up.
x

[xjennifahx]

oh dear *flowers*

congratulations on the job though - that's one bonus, at least... ah dear.

hope it all gets better.