Today i had an appt. and my baby weighs 6 or 6 in a half pounds i still have 3 more weeks to go she is going to be huge...but very healthy...so fuck you all who said otherwise. Anyways i got a toilet paper flower painted in the mail from chris and it was so cute and thoughtful...i love him so much...i sent him a letter today and i have one coming ( Read more... )

the baby is 5 pounds shes coming in 4 or 5 weeks and umm she has lots of presents for her babyshower on sunday...chris is calling that day to see what our baby gets...he's fine..he wrote me a real cute front and back ..and another page long letter it meant alot to me...i miss him..and love him more that life.

So i talked to Chris today he seems to be doing fine i guess..he's as good and he can be hopefully...he's going to get Izzabella's name tatooed on him somewhere how cute....by the way she's coming soon shes ready to bust out and move. I cant wait till im done being pregnant and i get skinny again and i look somewhat of good im going to want to bone ( Read more... )

Chris and i decided we're spelling her name....Izzabella Marie Luoma...just like the jimmie hendrix song.

Halloween...yay!!!!! i was suppost to be a big black kittie...with a belly so a fat black cat..hehe...so cute i would have loved it. Me and chris are working out our problems so it seems he says im growing up,and that he's proud of me for telling him what i really think and how i feel im trying my hardest to not be so fucking sad anymore about my ( Read more... )

Chris broke up with me....he said...he needed space...im sad but if he dosent want me then what am i to do?...i just hope things get better for me and he stops being so confused about his life and his decisions...i hope he really does well this time but we will see thats what he always says..so ill seee it when it happens till then im single and ( Read more... )

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So i miss chris to a point i wrote him and embarrassing letter and i sent it like a dumbass.

So today i saw Chris it was the most greatest thing it made my day....i missed him so fucking much i cant wait to marry him...and have are baby and live the life we wanted to have from the begining...and the baby is so worth all the shit ive been through....im so excited to see her little face....heheh....yay ( Read more... )

so me and chris are deciding baby names so difficult and frustrating....so far we are debating between...Elizabeth...Britney...and thats it so far so hopefully we figure it out soon so i can tell you all what are baby girls name is....i miss chris so much also.....love you all bye.