when life gives you guts...you make zombies i guess. is this the formula god followed? why all the questions!??? AHH FUCKK ( Read more... )

and so the story begins ( Read more... )

woah ho ho, hello livejournal.

depressed. ugly. fat. & unloved. typical.

back from italy! bella! bella! bella! bella! bella! ugly ass vita.

screaming and howlin' at the moon. i think thats my path. but isnt it everyones path? good god! i sound like a mad woman. i keep listening to these blues, not knowin what hes saying, but since he sings in such a shrill and high pitched jesus lovin' voice, i just can't help but take this whole thing in with such sweet surrender. ahaha. yep, the ( Read more... )

oh, i'm so lost & confused. i just dont know what to do anymore. ive seriously lost myself. my better half has run away with my levelheadedness and i've been dealt a heavy blow of uncertainty and confusion. i'm petrified i might just fall off the edge, and its too early for that. oh my young heart, besides the physical damage i've caused it, its ( Read more... )

okay, enough of this smart lingo: i'm really sad, my brains are fried and are continuing to fry, i'm fading away and all my friends are faded (haha). theres not one friendly face among all the fire and i feel alone and like a baby without a womb. in a world w/ billions of lives living every single day, going to and fro, i feel like i'm in one big ( Read more... )

ah, why wish for time to go faster when it's already going pretty fast...i guess cause maybe it's going so fast that its stranded me in slow motion... ah, if only i had a rocketship to drive into the atmosphere and bend time...then perhaps space ;) hehe. i just finished watching Alfie and god i hate men but oh devil! dont you just love them. i ( Read more... )

i am now thee happiest grandma in the world!...hehe and without the pains of childbirth! my kitten gave birth today to FOUR adorable kittens. oh man it was so amazing..it IS amazing. ah, new birth, new life so that means a new beggining for us all! start a revolution. haha. whatever. anywho, yeah they are so cute and my kitten is a gorgeous mama. i ( Read more... )

O what light through yonder window breaks ( Read more... )