ugh. creatine. my struggle to gain weight/build muscle continues. no more soda. carbscarbscarbs. gym every other day. meredith mile. meredith mile. meredith mile. this is going to suck.

not much going on. i'm pretty boring.

not a lot to say. going out for sushi after idol is over. i like the hat i'm wearing. and i still love boys.

mhmm i love boys.

went for coffee with christina, but neither of us had coffee. we talked until third place closed, pretty much. time really flew,and i would have stayed and hung out longer, but i figured i should at least kind of rest for class tomorrow. i love talking to her. there's just something about her, you know? there's that song by damien rice called 'i ( Read more... )

so we stayed up talking until five something this morning. it's been so long since i've had great conversation. and the more i talk to her, the more i realize that she's pretty much everything i've ever wanted. i could go into detail, but i'm kind of distraced right now ( Read more... )

i actually woke up early today. jess, rachel, and i went out to various banks and then to white rabbit. i had so much fun with them. but the highlight was definitely that call from christina. even though she was super mean on the phone. haha ( Read more... )

so she likes me back :)

alright. so i'm back at school, and it's been nice so far. not many people are back yet, so the place is still pretty quiet. well, rachel and i are pretty damn loud.. so nevermind ( Read more... )

so, we're alone again ( Read more... )