why

[spoiledleopard]

it is days like today that makes me want to ask why me? when will i be able to control my heart and my feelings so that i do not keep getting into these situations? i know that i have been attracted to him since the day i met him. i also "knew" for a while that he had no interest in me so it did not matter. he did not return any of my flirting so i

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[mickey8177]

You will always feel better having answers no matter what they are. It may not feel like it at the time. I know that I was dreading and I still am to some extent finishing saying what I need to say but no matter what the outcome I knew that it had come to a point where I needed the answers to some of the questions so I might as well set things straight. I am not sure if I will finish things but I know that if I dont I am most likely not going to be happy with myself. I know that I did get the answers I wanted out of the conversation I did have but no matter what I would have felt better about having had it even if it had turned out the way that I was afraid it was going to. No matter what you have to be true to yourself and you will never be happy if you are always helping everyone else get the guys you want.