Hello looking for a really old j2 fic it was first time rpf maybe blackmail umm Jensen was having money issues and one night while Jared and co where at a bar Jensen says something that makes Jared angry I think it might have been a homophobic insult anyway so later on jared offers to pay off Jensens debt if he agrees to be his personal prostitute ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I’ve been looking for this short fic on ao3. Dean wrote a bucket list after making his deal, and I only remember one thing from his list: Don’t drink on Mom’s birthday.
And then I think Dean got drunk anyway and visited Mary’s grave. That’s all I can remember about the plot. I think the fic may be written in a list format, too--if that ( Read more... )

The fic I'm looking for explored Dean's relationship with alcohol. It was a sensationally good character study, so it's killing me that the only semi-specific thing I can remember is that Dean started drinking basically to keep John company from a young age--starting when Dean's 14, I want to say. It showed how that emotional/chemical abuse was ( Read more... )

Ok, first off: Mods, this is the first time I'm posting so I'm really sorry if I tag this wrong or anything!

I've gone pretty deep into the Affliction:Alcoholism tag, and it seems like most of the stories there are either J2 or about Sam being the alcoholic. What I'd like to see are any fics where Dean is the one struggling with addiction while Sam ( Read more... )

Hey, everyone. I'm really just looking for any fics you know of that contain alcoholic (or drug addict) Dean going to rehab. I like angst but also happy endings. I'm not too picky, the longer the better! I like AUs but if you have any that aren't so AU that's good too. Prefer no Wincest, but I'll take it if you have it :)

I jsut checked the deleted stories list, but this is either not on the list, or Im not seeing it for some reason D ( Read more... )

hellooo... please help me with the following fanfics ( Read more... )

hey i'm looking for a fic where dean and cas after they'd gone out as hunting partners are getting along really well and excluding sam like making him do errands for them and not telling him stuff. sam gets so depressed he starts drinking a lot but dean doesn't notice until one day where he sees sam either really drunk or passed out. and then cas ( Read more... )

So I was wondering if anyone has any recs where jared gets drunk, doesn't shower, gets fired, or whatever because he feels miserable for messing up with jensen? If u got em rec em please!