#2 The classic, of course, is vail-kagami's Here We Still Remain. With Lucifer tormenting his dreams, Sam fears sleep so much he sees only one way to get any rest at all. It's not pretty, but it does the job, and Sam is nothing if not pragmatic. Dean doesn't need to know, but then, he doesn't seem to care anyway. As Sam slowly crumbles under the weight of exhaustion, guilt, and his brother's mistrust, it's Castiel who unexpectedly reaches out to him - but the solution the angel offers might well be worse than the problem.
Also: Wishing is Cold This Year by Min Daae (on LJ somewhere too, but I don't happen to have that link at hand) Dean has his head rather determinedly up his ass, so it falls to Castiel to take this one.
If There Be Thorns by supercellchaser "Self loathing ate through Sam night and day. As he and Dean fought more and more, Sam hated himself more and more. Hated his life more and more. Wanted it to end more and more."
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The classic, of course, is vail-kagami's Here We Still Remain.
With Lucifer tormenting his dreams, Sam fears sleep so much he sees only one way to get any rest at all. It's not pretty, but it does the job, and Sam is nothing if not pragmatic. Dean doesn't need to know, but then, he doesn't seem to care anyway. As Sam slowly crumbles under the weight of exhaustion, guilt, and his brother's mistrust, it's Castiel who unexpectedly reaches out to him - but the solution the angel offers might well be worse than the problem.
Also:
Wishing is Cold This Year by Min Daae
(on LJ somewhere too, but I don't happen to have that link at hand)
Dean has his head rather determinedly up his ass, so it falls to Castiel to take this one.
If There Be Thorns by supercellchaser
"Self loathing ate through Sam night and day. As he and Dean fought more and more, Sam hated himself more and more. Hated his life more and more. Wanted it to end more and more."
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