lost jodikat fic

[slash_kitten]

Hey everyone,

I'm looking for a jodikat fic that's not in that archive-type thing. Does anyone know where I can find the one where Dean is perpetually tied up on the bed, bent in half and stuffed with two dildos when he's not being used, while at the same time berating himself for making himself a whore for the sake of his family's staying together?

Thanks so much!