Sam thinks he forced Dean and other requests

[chandlerbadong]

I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam notices Dean uses sex when they're teenagers to get what he wanted from Sam, or to punish him when he fought with John etc. Basically Sam notices and gets really depressed and after they separate and come back in the later seasons (AKA Cas time) Sam notices it happening again and runs away because he thinks

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[set2586x]

This sounds kind of like There's a Hole in My Life, I Wish I Could Fill It (With Anything But You) by waterbird13, but I'm not sure.
Here's the link if you want to check it out:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/912645

[phoenix1966]

For your general request, The Lines Between Brotherhood and Blood by jasmineisland on Ao3.
Summary: Takes place after Southern Comfort, S8. The Vengeance Specter laid open wounds between the Winchester Brothers. A hunt goes wrong, which only deepens the divide. Just when Dean begins to feel like moving on and splitting up might be the best answer, a Pagan God drags Sam into a mission of absolution that he won't refuse. Dean discovers that his brother has been hanging on by a thread, and the year he was in Purgatory was much worse on Sam than he ever suspected. Cas, Benny, and, worst of all, Crowley see what he has somehow missed -- just how fragile Sam is. With a little help, Dean learns what Sam had been unable to share -- just how far he was willing to go do and what he is still going through, proving to Dean that he is still Sam’s stone number one.

[infinitefeels]

For your general request, you could try Losing Strength by omgbubblesomg on Ao3. It's currently a WIP, but it's really good.

Losing Strength by omgbubblesomg (Ao3): Dean gets hit by a curse that makes him progressively weaker. It's starting to affect his training, his hunting, and worst of all, his sex life with Sam.