Mental illness or suicidal Sam or Jared

[josielouise777]

Does anyone now any stories with lots of mentally ill sam. Or anything were he is suffering a lot from ptsd and has nightmares or something?

Ptsd, bipola, suicide attempts is what im looking for but i prefer young boys were john has to look after him with Dean.
This can be due to anything but i love a bullyimg story but i prefer not to have

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[lennelle]

You Better Start Swimming by Alex L Kerr, Sam is kidnapped for a month by a teacher who knows about the demon blood inside Sam. Sam and Dean struggle to stay afloat -and stick together- after the trauma.

Sammy in Captivity by Menthol Pixie, Jason watches as the Keeper's bring in the new kid. Outsider POV. And the sequel Till I Have Wrest and Wrecked You (The sequel deals with the mental health issues more, but it's worth reading Sammy in Captivity to understand why Sam's that way, and it's a great fic too)

Needed by noobieninja, an AU where the boys were also raised with Adam, Sam suffers from severe depression and suicidal thoughts. Warning that John and Sam don't exactly have a loving relationship in this one.

A Second To Last Chance by AngstyAly, inspired by the fic above in which Sam actually does take his own life, in the future Dean and Adam are sent back in time to stop it, but Sam doesn't want to be saved. (This fic is amazing, but not yet finished. Sam and John's relationship, though strained, is not as bad as it is in '