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Request: Dean/Sam, mpreg, depression, self-harm, guilty!Dean, hurt!Sam
anonymous
December 1 2012, 21:07:37 UTC
Shortly before they ganked Dick Roman Sam became pregnant. He either knew and didn't tell Dean because he didn't want to give Dean any more pressure or he had no idea at all. The stress and trauma of seeing Dean and Cas disappear along with Crowley taking off with Kevin sends Sam into a downward spiral. The added stress from hitting Riot causes Sam to have a miscarriage. Sam spends time recovering physically, but not emotionally, with Amelia who knows not to ask about the baby.
When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can't bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it'll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year.
Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, guilty!Dean, hurt!Sam; Riot Gear 3/?
anonymous
December 7 2012, 22:14:29 UTC
When he's discharged Amelia's got her hand on his knee and women are whispering to her about what to do now he's going home. How they understand she can't have children and what a nice boyfriend to be willing to take on that gift for her. Does the donor want to know what's happened
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Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, guilty!Dean, hurt!Sam; Riot Gear 3/?
anonymous
December 7 2012, 22:23:48 UTC
Gosh, you are just doing this beautifully, and it's leaving an ache in my chest. I'm not the OP - I'm not even usually likely to check out this kind of content, but I'm glad I did, because I'd hate to miss something so well done, even if it's breaking my damned heart.
Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts; Riot Gear 4/?
anonymous
December 9 2012, 02:14:02 UTC
Sam holes himself away in a small motel outside of town. One that has familiar smells and tables, that looks like home to him. There’s another lodge up the road that allows pets, but this one drew him in
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Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts; Riot Gear 4/?
anonymous
December 9 2012, 05:38:29 UTC
Box stays in the portable wall safe with his gun and Ruby’s knife.
Jesus christ, nonnie, this one hurts. I, um, I seem to have got something in my eye. Stellar choice to make Box a proper noun, at least if the sudden, lancing pain in my figurative heart is any indicator.
Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts; Riot Gear 4/?
anonymous
December 9 2012, 08:00:14 UTC
Thank you! Box is sort of the key to this, I think. And no worries, it's... it's just windy out here right? Things end up in my eye all the time out here in the windy kinkmeme too.
Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, guilty!Dean, hurt!Sam; Riot Gear 4/?
anonymous
December 9 2012, 07:48:30 UTC
Sam holes himself away in a small motel outside of town. One that has familiar smells and tables, that looks like home to him. There’s another lodge up the road that allows pets, but this one draws him in
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Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, guilty!Dean, hurt!Sam; Riot Gear 5b/?
anonymous
December 9 2012, 07:55:56 UTC
Amelia had forgotten her stethoscope and she always hates using other people’s instruments. The earpieces are cesspools of disease and ‘why would I want someone else’s earwax in my ears Sam? It’s unsanitary
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I needed a fix-it for, well, basically everything that happened this season - and this story is perfect! You're writing this brilliantly, it's so bleak and Sam's so empty and hurt, marvellous!
I am of the exact same opinion! Thank you so much Anon for fixing this season! Now I can actually *like* Amelia, where as before she was getting more and more annoying.
I can't even begin to describe how much I love this. This is just so goddamn heartbreaking, to the point, hard, and horrible realistic. I am in complete awe.
Re: FILL: Dean/Sam, mpreg miscarriage, depression, self-harm, guilty!Dean, hurt!Sam; Riot Gear 6/?
anonymous
December 10 2012, 23:00:08 UTC
Oh goodness, I'm so glad everyone is enjoying this. About Amelia, I agree. I've sort of decided, unless she's a fever-dream cooked up by Sam's subconscious, I don't really care about her at all. o.o ah well. Thank you all for your comments! To the story
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When Dean gets back and reams Sam out for not looking for him, Sam can't bring himself to tell Dean what happened. He thinks Dean will blame him for losing their kid and that it'll be the final straw. Maybe Sam sneaks out to visit the grave and Dean follows, but up to the author how Dean finds out. Cue guilty!Dean and hurt!Sam who has to relive the painful memories from the last year.
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Jesus christ, nonnie, this one hurts. I, um, I seem to have got something in my eye. Stellar choice to make Box a proper noun, at least if the sudden, lancing pain in my figurative heart is any indicator.
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I needed a fix-it for, well, basically everything that happened this season - and this story is perfect! You're writing this brilliantly, it's so bleak and Sam's so empty and hurt, marvellous!
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