Aw CRAP

[casey_sinqueen]

Ok so....  I haven't gotten drunk in a while.  A long while.  And last night at the Roadhouse I really went to town on the booze and... I may have had sex with Patrick.

And now I'm freaking out.

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[swagneto]

I... YEAH. NEVERMIND.

I'LL BE AT THE BAR. ELLEN, UH... IF YOU'RE AROUND I COULD ACTUALLY DO WITH SOMEONE TO TALK TO...

[casey_sinqueen]

Patrick... I'm... I just guess I was a bitch. There's no excuse so I'm sorry.

Do you wanna... uh... talk about it? Or I could meet you at the bar... I just...

Gargh! Sorry not good at mushy stuff. better at insults

Please don't be mad.

[swagneto]

*IS STILL TRYING TO SORT OUT HIS OWN THOUGHTS AMONGST A HANGOVER*

UH, YEAH I GUESS. ON SECOND THOUGHTS THOUGH MAYBE MORE ALCOHOL ISN'T SUCH A GOOD IDEA.

do you... maybe want coffee? or? *hasn't had to cope with this in centuries and doesn't really know what to do*

I'M NOT MAD.

[casey_sinqueen]

*laughs*

Yeah, you're probably right! Coffee sounds great.
...
Uh, where do we get coffee? I normally hang around bars and such so...

[lost_in_dreamz_]

AWWW, CASEY! I - ACTUALLY TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL. I TOLD YOU HOW MY FIANCÉ WAS KILLED. AND THEN, I CAME HERE, AND I SLEPT WITH DEAN, AND THEN DEVELOPED FEELINGS FOR ANDY, AND IT WAS SUCH A CONFUSING TIME. I FELT LIKE I WAS BETRAYING EVERYTHING I HAD WITH BRADY, MAKING OUR LOVE INCONSEQUENTIAL. BUT ITS NOT LIKE THAT. IT SOUNDS CLICHE BUT I'M SURE HE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. AND, YOU CAN'T LIVE YOUR ENTIRE LIFE WITHIN THE SHADOWS OF YOUR PAST. At least that time around...

DUDE, WHEN THINGS FIRST STARTED OUT I TOTALLY SCREWED UP STUFF WITH ANDY (BY SLEEPING WITH DEAN) AND TOTALLY INADVERTENTLY REALLY HURT HIM. BUT I SAID I WAS SORRY AND WE WORKED IT OUT.

YOU AND PAT - SEEM LIKE YOU WOULD BE AN AWESOME MATCH. JUST TALK TO HIM ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID AND HOW YOU'RE FEELING!

NEED A HUG? OR ADVIL?

[casey_sinqueen]

Yeah... Logically I know all that. It's just - we went through so much together, literally to Hell and back, and to throw that all away just because I feel lonely... I don't know. There's a small part of me that hope he got dragged out of Limbo too, and I just haven't found him yet.

but he's probably just gone forever

Yeah, I think I'll talk to Pat. Even if we're not a couple I shouldn't have treated him that way. I'm trying not to do the bitch thing this time round!

*hugs* Thanks :)

[lost_in_dreamz_]

I KNOW CASEY. REALLY. I MEAN, PART OF ME STILL WONDERS... LIKE - SAM'S LOVE CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD, MAYBE MINE WILL TOO SOMEDAY. BUT WE CAN'T CLING TO LONG-SHOT MAYBES AND HYPOTHETICALS. YOU WERE THE ONE TELLING ME ABOUT TAKING ADVANTAGE OF MY SECOND CHANCES! WELL, YOU SHOULD TAKE YOUR ADVICE. JUST - IF YOU REALLY THINK YOU AND PAT HAVE POTENTIAL, MAYBE TAKE IT A LITTLE SLOWER NOW? UNTIL YOUR OWN FEELINGS BECOME CLEARER AND LESS JUMBLED. (THIS SEEMS A BIT OUTSIDE YOUR NATURE, I KNOW YOU'RE ALL SIN HAPPY, BUT STILL). BELIEVE ME, IT'LL BE BETTER FOR BOTH OF YOU. I WISH... I HAD THOUGHT TO DO THAT.

[casey_sinqueen]

Yeah, I guess. And I'm not even sure whether I want a relationship. Last night just kinda happened, y'know? I was pretty drunk, he was charming and I liked him so...

But yeah. I'm trying to talk to him but he's kinda blanking me. shit I've really messed things up now

And... did you not go slow? Did something happen?

[casey_sinqueen]

*mutters*

Aw shit...

*turns down music and calls to Michael*

Sorry about the music, hun. I didn't think you'd be back for a while. I... I'm fine just... dealing with some issues! You got the kitten?! That would help...

[casey_sinqueen]

Um... Well, my lover's dead, the one guy I've connected with in hundreds of years is pissed at me, and I have a hangover that would even make an angel's brain melt.

So yeah, I'm fine.

*sulky face and stomps to the kitchen to tackle the coffee machine*

[treehouse_chuck]

I'M SORRY YOU/PATRICK ISN'T WHAT YOU MEANT TO HAPPEN, BUT YOUR LOVER WON'T MIND, RIGHT? I MEAN, DEMONS AREN'T WELL KNOWN FOR THEIR MONOGAMY SO JUST THE ONCE CAN BE TIPPED OFF AS JUST THAT...

*IS NOT VERY GOOD AT REASSURING*

[casey_sinqueen]

Thanks, dude. Yeah we've messed around before but this just felt different, I don't know. And thanks :)

[casey_sinqueen]

It was indeed, my friend!

Btw we still have to have that movie night! I'll bring the popcorn...

[casey_sinqueen]

Time: after midnight (Casey don't do early evening shit)

Date: any day except tonight (Casey has herself a date)