Title : Churro
Fandom/Pairing : Park Jae Bum/Sun Mi
Rating : PG-13
Summary : Sun Mi leaves the Wonder Girls. And it's too scary to be alone.
Author's Note : Really random idea I got to get rid of my feelings about Sun Mi's leaving.
Churro.
Sun Mi hears them as they walk past. “Isn’t that Sun Mi? Didn’t she use to be in Wonder Girls?”
The other turns to her friend and says, “The one that left?”
“Yeah.”
“Hm, maybe.”
And they walk away, simple and fast. Sun Mi loves how they acted as if she wasn’t there at all. She feels alone as she sits there. She is so alone - in every sense.
It’s weird that only a year later and so many people have forgotten who she is - who she was. Sure, she looks different when she’s not in her Nobody outfits or covered in make-up, but she’s sure that she’s the same person.
She doesn’t know why other people don’t understand it.
Jay walks over and sits down next to her. He smiles and hands her a churro and begins eating. She doesn’t have the heart to bite into it. She just looks at the cinnamon and sugar and grease.
“Was it weird for you when you left?” she asks him, looking down at the ground. She’s afraid as to how she looks. She doesn’t want him to she all of the emotions residing on her face. She’s not even sure as to how she looks.
“It was worse when I came back here. Korea is filled with too many memories. Nothing is going to be the same for you, Sun Mi. Years from now, you’re still going to feel broken. Everything is so broken. Korea breaks you, Sun Mi. No, that’s a lie. The world breaks you.”
“Is there anything we can do?”
Jay smiles and says, “Eat your churro and kiss me.”
Sun Mi smiles back. “Well, I suppose that would work.” So she takes a large bite of her churror and then shoves her tongue down Jay’s throat.