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[mawaru_berry]

decode
Henry-centric, implied Kyuhyun/Henry, implied Hankyung/Henry
R for semi-heavy sexual references, brief suicidal thoughts
Henry can never seem to figure anything out, or sort out his thoughts in the first place.
(833 words)

A/N: this is related to one of my earlier pieces, “boy”, except this is something that happens before. waaay before. even

Comments

[thundersquall]

I - I totally loved this. *_____*

He knows it wasn’t healthy, because he didn’t want to do it for love or affection or pleasure or any reason a person should want to fuck someone. Henry knows that he wanted to fuck her to make her pay, make it hurt her, to hear her scream maybe, to show her that even if he prefers boys, he can still fuck a girl.

This whole bit, wow, it just blew me away, because it's just so real and you know that people do have urges like this in them, it's a really powerful image. Loved this to bits.

[mawaru_berry]

thank you so much! i was worried about this passage, a bit XD

^_^

[syusuke_kun31]

That was wonderful and I like the way it's all written from Henry's POV.

That girl wasn't a friend D<

Kyu and Geng are a package deal :D

[syusuke_kun31]

I SAW NINJA!HANKYU~ <3

[mawaru_berry]

rofl they are pretty much a package deal for me, almost all the time. NINJA KYUHAN~ i didn't even include that in the pairings, but it's there XD

thanks for reading!

[baby_buggs]

hehe^^

ooohh. I should read that other one now...

oh! and why does this (Time passes quickly, but Henry gathers his impression of the other man and sees the sun-which is probably because hello the sun pops out and hugs Henry tight when he sees this man’s smile.) remind me of ZhouMi. XXDD

[mawaru_berry]

akhjgdf late. late reply is late. i'm sorry!

haha, yeah, that is kind of like Zhou Mi! he has such an amazing smile :D