well, i gave emily her valentines gifts in the morning today and i asked her out! yay! i didnt chicken out! lol. anyways, she said yes. i was happy. that made my day. i was scared she would say no. i really was. ok i guess thats all i have to say. kissy kissy kirsten and tara!

well tonight was the dance, i really had alot of fun. i like how i dont feel awkward anymore when i am around tara. i think emily changed her kissing because zach and sum other people were bugging her.:( she was a good kisser. but this could be a good change. who knows. i actually like the way she kisses now. DONT CHANGE IT EMILY! zach asked erin ( Read more... )

man, i never noticed it till now, but i really like emily, no i REALLY likeher. she is so amazing to have around. i think this thing might just work out. but im not gonna look too too far into the futur. last time i did that was with tina and lana and both of them didnt work out. i guess it didnt help that it was long distance relationships but meh ( Read more... )

well today. hmmm... i hung out with emily quite a bit. then she left around 12-12:30 ish to go to her step moms dads funeral. so then i hung out with john-o and zach and erin the rest of the lunch. then me and tara talked about stuff in science. mr.pham is sooooo dense. we were like passing notes right infront of his face and he didnt get angry. it ( Read more... )

well i think i have a potential gf. i think im gonna ask her out. but she reads my lj so im not gonna say when. im waiting for her to get home from her dads, or just a call. i just got home from the mall. i got some school supplies and stuff. i finally got my teacher to lend me a calculator for applied instead of spending 110$ for one. its ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday i had fun, excapt for the fact that zach took a slingshot to my nipple. poor little thing. but when he left emily kirsten and i just basically hung out until we decided to make a "porno" but then emily and i made out. friends with benifits. and then i told her i liked her today. but then i found an e-mail from my ex lana who is also ( Read more... )

im in he librbary right now, im supposed to be doing english because i have less that 70% so i couldnt watch shrek 2.i got a mixed reaction to me having short hair. lol. and my fauxhawk that keeps falling down. well now niko is laughing at me but i think i should be laughing at him the stupid bum hole.lol.he is reading this right now so he knows im ( Read more... )

well, i went to Aura today to get my hair cut and the lady cut my hair, she did a good job. i have a fauxhawk now. i think it looks pretty cool its just i had to get used to shorter hair.

what if someone meant the world to you, and you couldn't do anything about it? what if someone meant so much to you that you wanted to tell them but you don't, in fear that they will be scared off and you will have lost them forever? is it worth it? should you tell them how you feel? what if age really was JUST a number? i think it is.

well, i was dared to make a move on tara at zachs but that didnt work out because i was a chicken shit and because she was too wrapped up with brennan and shit. too bad brennan dont know that she likes him. school is tommorow, im soo not up to it. im so sick, i have the flu and shit. the medicine i am taking makes me even sicker but mom says thats ( Read more... )