Sometime before I die I want to lay some flowers on Matthew Shepards grave. To thank him for the movement he started and the rights i get from it. Thank you Matt

This girl rocks my world ( Read more... )

omg, so the problem with my tummy is finally going to be solved. After much thinking about my medical history and 3 different doctors opinions the conclusion is gastritis, which is when you produce excess stomach acid and it makes you feel nausiated alllll the time. this is why i have been sick every morning since i was little. yay for prilosec ( Read more... )

If my love life were a car it would be the ferrari enzo. Its amazing how things come in waves. Like now I am REALLY getting a harem together. I now have around 5 people. ohhh man, my love tank is almost on empty. thank god the girls i am filling up with are premuim. rawr ( Read more... )

I really wish some good news would come my way

things are slowly falling apart...i think. either that or they are coming together.

its days like these that make me have sympathy for Dr. Kevorkian and his helping hand. I wonder if there is anyone else who could put me to sleep.

I just had a flashback to my first suicide note. I dont remember what age i was, but i remember feeling like i had disappointed my parents(story of my life)and i remember writing the note and wishing i was dead. and i layed in their bed for what felt like hours. i layed perfectly still for a half hour or so, wondering what it would be like if i was ( Read more... )

so i just quit my job that i had just got cuz they are mean and treat me like an idiot. Then they said I had to tone down my hair, so i said fuck that. if i am going to have a full time job where i am going to be spending the majority of my life in clothes that are not who i am and not doing anything fun with my hair. fuck that ( Read more... )

why do i get into things i dont like. seems like a habit of mine. and it always seems easier to put up with the situation than to change it. I am really depressed about this whole thing