If the point of life was to have more days you regret being over than days you regret being, then I would be losing by a landslide.

School sucks. It sucks because I make it suck. Why? Don't ask me, ask ( Read more... )

"But God's hat was always unravelling. God's pants were falling apart. God's cat was a constant danger. God's ark was a jail. God's wide acres were slowly killing me. God's ear didn't seem to be listening.

Despair was a heavy blackness that let no light in or out. It was a hell beyond expression. I thank God it always passed. A school of fish ( Read more... )

Well the last 9 hours probably would have been better spent sleeping. Don't know why I didn't do that.

 Who the fuck are we? What the fuck are we? Why the fuck are we? Where the fuck are we? Who the fuck am I? What the fuck are we doing? Why the fuck are we doing it? What in fucking's fucking name is all this shit?

 I need to stop sleeping. I have the most bizzare dreams ( Read more... )

I don't know how the hell I learned english or basic arithmetic because I'm pretty sure I can't learn.

And I can't very well learn how to learn, since I can't learn.

Wishing I had some spicy white soup that I don't remember the name of.

Feeling disconnected from reality.

 Hehe look at all the crap I write when I am tired and trying to work on homework.