One of my freinds told me that he was using and that he quit a few weeks ago apparently that was not true, I fucking protected him from other people and told them that he was straight. I guess I was very wrong, so he drops dirty in the program I'm in and I'm made to look like a fucking fool. I fucking hate this shit. Then these bitches tell me that ( Read more... )

I'm going up on the mountian for some 4th step workshop, it best be cold as fuck up there and best be a few bears to box. lol. I was reading some of my entrys form a few years ago and I was fucking so insaine. I still am thgough but yeah. Fucking like meow. I guess being sober takes away from the confusion slowly though. I read today that the liver ( Read more... )

Nt

I have a girl and a boy who will be getting a new appt with me shortly I kinda am getting sick of living in a 5 bed 3 bath house with like 6 boys, its like way to many peoples. A fucking brown recluse bite meh on the thigh and it hurts like a motha fyucker. I want ice cream. the end.

I guess if you want something to change you need to change it yourself. I like my new sober friends. Sober girlys are a lot hotter also. IDk I'm all lost on this 3rd step thingie in AA, I like dont know if im ready to turn my life over to god. I also dont know if he is the only person that can keep me sober. :( I knida like to believe that its all ( Read more... )

Trying to catch up on bleach I have no idea what eppisode it ison in japan and its pissing me off

I wish last week that I was in cali at the oc fair...

I must fight ( Read more... )

this rain is dumb.
what else is dumb is the amount of good bands coming to town.
Of Montreal, underoath, haste le gay.
12 step programs help my recovery a lot. I need a meeting a day. I'm bad. I hate myself. the end.

so I'm at a new house with a new computer so I will be on a lot I guess and I'm going to
try doing things right again. One last time.