I've got a headache that could kill. It's basically a miagrane. It hurts alot.

Patrick is going to be home by next Monday. That is only 4 days away. I like the sound of that. 
We applied for this sweet apartment in Ocala. It's called Carlton Arms. I really like the place. I hope we get it. It's super nice. It has two swimming pools(one is heated), a ( Read more... )

In the world of my life, the latest and greatest new is that Patrick is coming back home. You can say I'm a bit more than excited. I'll finally be able to kiss and hug my boy whenever I want. He got the spot for ROTC in Gainsville, so if no other barriers come in his way, he will be going to UF this Fall. We both might move to Ocala, since I can go ( Read more... )

Over the weekend my sister and I went to South Carolina to visit the love of my life, Patrick.
We made it there in 7 hours, which isn't too bad. 
The weekend was fun. I didn't want to leave when Sunday morning came around.
Saturday we went to a beautiful beach that I couldn't help but stare at. The water was crystal clear and their was waves. Not to ( Read more... )

My home was once a place I felt comfortable at. It was like an oasis, my savor from everything that was going on around me. Now, I find my home to be my own personal hell. The flames are giving off a heat that is unbearable. I can't stand it anymore. I was in my bathroom crying my eyes out earlier today. My home has turned into hell because my ( Read more... )

It's almost 3am in the morning and I'm not tired, so I thought I'd update this thing. I've been working non stop. I work 40 hours a week. I can't really complain though because I need the money. It sucks that I can't do stuff on the weekdays since it is summer and all but I can deal. Doing stuff on the weekends is cool with me. I always work the ( Read more... )

I went to Charleston for memoral day weekend. I got to see Patrick. I had fun. It was nice to see him again.
Needless to say, I love him and everything about him.
He got me a sweet present for my bday and 6month birthday.
A professional digital camera. It's a nikon. it's pretty sweet.
That was pretty much the best present ever.
Charleston is really ( Read more... )

when the one thing you want is so far away ( Read more... )

My spirits are up since the last time I posted ( Read more... )

I'm 19, in love, what would be better, right ( Read more... )

15 more days until I get to see the love of my life. I'm more than excited. Only 12 more days till I actually leave to see him. It seems that it isn't that far from now, but then again it seem like like forever. Before his leave we hadn't spent more than one day apart. Turns out he wasn't even supposed to go to boot camp. The people in brooksville ( Read more... )