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[spanisheskimo]

Can't quite believe it's been over two months since I made any kind of post. Boy, what a two months or so it's been. This post is an exploration of my thoughts, feelings and anger. It's also a call out to anyone out there who's unhappy or putting up with the situation they're in. It's not a great advert for a change what I'm about to say but I

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[taperoo2k]

Becky you'll get through this, cos you are strong enough. Bollocks to luck, can't go waiting for that to crop up. Just gotta get on with things.
I can relate to you in certain ways, but not all.
Anyway you know where to find me if you need somebody to vent your spleen to.
I just think you've been drifting from one thing to another since you left Uni. Basically you need to figure out what you want to do with your life on your own terms. But you probably already know that.

And yes it's exciting but very scarey when you don't know what's coming next. That has been my life for the last few years.

[missflibble]

Sometimes for something to go right several things have to go wrong. In the process of leaving my current company I got to a final interview with one recruitment company a few months ago and got turned down. With other applications I didn't even get a response. But then suddenly it all worked out completely unexpectedly.

I don't think you're going to be able to predict what happens so just crack on and keep going. It will work out eventually.

Plus we'll be having plenty to drink next weekend which always helps!

[telephonophobic]

oh dear god... how on god's earth are you still able to stand up?

*hugs times a million* (just ignore the manky ears and the coldsore the size of a small country)

i have another friend who has been treated abominably by his pgce placement... people are shit and should be beaten with large sticks. *nods*

as for men- yeah they're pretty awful too... but that guy's reaction is nigh-on hysterical... good riddance methinks if he's going to act so childishly...

i know how the debt thing feels- i've *just* managed to get myself sorted out with repayment things, which while it isn't pleasant knowing that i still have all that money to pay off, it's better than hiding from bailiffs, which was the all-too-real alternative not so long ago!

so all in all, i think the next year needs to be one where you get yourself sorted, in a position to be able to look after yourself and your family, and then see where you go from there... because otherwise you won't be able to do any of that and you'll end up looking something like Dalek Caan(and you