like i said, nobody reads livejournal so i'll continue to talk to the empty confines of the internet
Current Mood: directly to the point
Current Music: the.blood.brothers/u.s.a.nails

tired of being nobody's somebodyover two months later im still in the same mindset that got me thinking those very words in the first place ( Read more... )

exhausted
frustrated
bitter
depressed
lonely

not all the time, but lately it's been taking up more than its usual share. whatever..

im going through one of those phases where i absolutely cannot stand being around myself and my own self-esteem is basically shattered and because of what? the fuck anyone else cares or could understand.... i just know im sick of waking up day in day out feeling miserable. physically, mentally, emotionally, all that. whatever

this weekend was a strange mix of good and not so good, i really wish i could get my head on straight for once and pull myself together ( Read more... )

coming to the conclusion that the majority of my life has been a waste of time because people gave me too much credit where i didnt deserve it and not enough where i needed it was not the realization i needed to come to tonight. but it happened anyway. i need to get my fucking act together

just thought i'd say that

Here's what i accomplished all day:

something needs to happen soon to get me out of my rut. there's nothing more frustrating then feeling down for absolutely no justifiable reason so much of the time.

first: the obligatory school schedule post ( Read more... )

tired of being nobody's somebody