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[space_oddity_75]

Here. I'm still here. Remember me, LJ?

I've felt like a total waste of space recently, for various reasons, and that's why just lifting a finger to write a new message has seemed like a monumental effort to me. But I'm here now, and maybe it's a good thing.

Comments

[space_oddity_75]

Hai ragione, avete tutte ragione. E mi devo decidere, trovare qualcuno che mi aiuti a cambiare le cose. Non posso e non voglio andare avanti così, è inaccettabile. Devo prendere un bel respiro e darmi da fare per migliorare le cose a livello interiore.

P.S. - il fatto che tu ci sia sempre e che mi voglia bene fa già tantissimo per tirarmi su di morale, credimi. ♥

[norfolkdumpling]

Oh hon, I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. It's totally understandable I think after everything you've coped with recently, and I think there's a lot of truth in the 'shutting down/concentrating on others to avoid feeling your own feelings'. You should have and absolutely deserve some time to yourself - maybe a bit of time to think might help you make some decisions about how you want things to progress and how you might use some time for yourself to do something that makes you feel alive and in touch with your life again

[space_oddity_75]

Thanks for the comment, hon. Several other friends have also suggested the same and I think I'll follow this advice and find myself a counsellor who can help me find a new balance in my life somehow.

*hugs back*

[bratty_jedi]

So sorry you're having a tough time! Anything you can do to shake up the routine and find some time to do something you want to do sounds like a fantastic idea. If you aren't sure what it is you want to find time to do, or how to find that time. I second the suggestion above about talking to a counselor or therapist or something.

I hope things get better. *hug*

[space_oddity_75]

Thanks for taking the time to comment on my post. Sometimes it feels really good to be able to give vent to one's feelings without being judged. I'm definitely going to find some time to take care of myself a bit more, especially psychologically. The counsellor/therapist idea is also a path I want to try soon, because I understand that some things are better not be faced alone, and I really need to give my life a good shake.

(P.S. - love your icon! I adore Hogan's Heroes!!!)

[sottobosco]

Ho presente la sensazione, spero tu possa risolvere parlando come stai pianificando di fare ^_^