i'm so confused.
whatthefuck to do. need to think about some things ( Read more... )

Mall with Christy ( Read more... )

lastnight-- plans were ran and bail were gonna come out with to laplace. well, bail got punished but, ran still came. it was alright. we went to our game at scc and the boys lost. that SUCKED. everyone was bummed and everyone was wearing white (because it was a home game so the boys are white.) well my dumbass shows up in blue. oh well. the game ( Read more... )

woohooooooooo! things are actually getting better. things usually suck for a while when shit goes bad. but, i can go out tonight. bringin' up those grades, you know. today sucked bad though. towards the end it got better PLUS i saw a lot of good grades. but i was pmsin' like crazy. i mean i wasn't like being a bitch to everyone but, i just felt ( Read more... )

Today was a LITTLE better. still don't know if i can do anything this weekend. i GOT to though, bails supposed to come with me. everythings all weird lately. ah, but thank you SO much miss sara lynn blouin! i woke up to a fantastiiiiiiic message this morning. you're always there for me. i love you for EVERYTHING. bee, thank you too girl. you're ( Read more... )

i fucking HATE them. my parents don't understand shit. all this bullshit about my grades. do they not see the difference from last semester? like wtf? nothing is EVER good enough for them, i swear. i'm trying, i really am. but, no they don't give me a chance, EVER. it's the same thing every week. all they do is give me shit. sorry i can't make ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMMY BABY! WOOT WOOT. ( I MISS LAST SUMMER.. )

so, yesterday when i woke up i got online and talked to christy. she asked if i wanted to do something but, i was supposed to go to the mall so she said she'd just take me. i needed to get a skirt and shoes..got a white skirt from gadzooks and the CUTEST shoes from dillards. then went perfect with my outfit. it was lime green and pink with ( Read more... )

don't know what to do but, i know i'm sure as hell not going to feel like i have to prove myself to anyone and if i did..then i wouldn't be being myself. it's all so stupid ( Read more... )

so, yesterday morning i went to my locker and found a gift that said "i love u" on it..so i opened it and it was THE NOTEBOOK. yaaaaaay! from pat. ah, i love him. i was so excited. then, went take pictures for basketball and when i got home i took a shower and whatever. then, pat came over and he gave me this cute, sweet card and candy and a ( Read more... )