i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
i hate YOU.

tonight is going to be hard i can tell i hate being alone with myself i cant stand it it gives me too much time to think
please someone save me from myself

i know nothing and only have myself to blame ... i'm sorry

you know when you know what you are about to do is a really bad idea but you still are going to do it just to see what happens ( Read more... )

so this morning as i was getting dressed i noticed that my arm was all bruised it was from pis when i got into it with jared and he grabbed my arm and started to hit me because he jumped on my foot with his shin so lame on my right arm i have finger marks thats how hard he had a hold of me and on my left i just have 3 from where he punched me so ( Read more... )

i have felt so ugly all week well i guess for the past few days because a week starts on monday or sunday or something like that and its only tuesday but thats not important i have just felt mean and ugly on the inside it sucks and i want it to be over ( Read more... )

so i will fill all my time to keep from feeling lonely then at the end of each day i will cry myself to sleep and in the morning start all over again until one day i dont wake up ( Read more... )

to think that you didnt mean what you said ( Read more... )

so this weekend was awesome
everyone said what needed to be said about this weekends
thanks guys you just saved me some time

i had a fever of 101 when i got up in the morning and still went to school : ) stupid english class

this hurts my eyes really bad so im done with this crap

goodnight

-lauren

I NEED MORE ROCKSTAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!