<3Happy Birthday<3
you were 22..i wish you coulda lived to see 23.
& i wish you woulda lived so i could come to KC and kick you in your head for all the pain you have caused. ..i want to hate you i really do..but instead..i just love you.

so i was sittin there fixing kenzie a sippy cut of juice yesterday mornin when i looked @ the calender and it HIT ME..really hit me..its been a month. 1 whole month. i kinda grabbed the kitchen chair and just sat there for a minute or two. -sighs- damn kid i miss talkin' to you..n bein ~poked ( Read more... )

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it still hurts..unbelieveably..but i went last night w/out klonopin..stead i just took a tylenol pm..and i still FEEL TIRED! sluggish..and sinusy. yech anyways i updated. and heres a pic that i found and im lovin' it ( ICP IN DA HIZOUSE )

Todays the funeral..and it tears me up that i cant be there.. but i know hes gonna have that church PACKED Out with all those kyds from KC..i'm not the only one who couldnt make it..bizzle cant either..:o(...Gah ive been cryin off and on for it seems like ever..I love you kid and ill miss you sooooooo much...Ur w/ Danny & Shangra-Lai so i know ur ( Read more... )

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R.I.P.
Jason Lee Gant <3
1983-2006

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Theres so much i could update on..but right now i just cant get it out of my head and off of my fingers. Carwrecks..Death..Depression..DAMN im csi n some shit. ha. anyways i am alive. mckenzies doing as good as can be considering shes HUGELY allergic to mosquitos. TJs..well hes tj..and thats all i got.

STACY I NEED SOME TIME. <3

Its.So.Hot.I.Dont.Wanna.Move.
And.I.Have.No.Idea.Why.Im.Typing.Like.This.

oy.

my babys not a baby anymore ( Read more... )