I haven't written for a while but here's a little update. This christmas was the best christmas i have had in a long time, it was so magical, i was so sad to see it go. The snow flakes hit the ground, the grey skies and bright skies just make me feel like everything around me is perfect. And now it feels like it's gone, maybe that's why everyone is ( Read more... )

I had the best weekend and i didn't even really do anything :]. Friday night I was supposed to go out with Dave, but he had to study for his last exam, so we made plans to get together for another night before the holidays. I went to Nates house a little later then i wanted to. When i got there we went for a walk to Sam's and bought our skittles. I ( Read more... )

Didn't do much today, besides clean and look for hotels for new years eve. I think there are gonna be 8 of us going, not to sure yet. Talked to jaret today (i hope that i spelled it right) he is the sweetest thing ever :]. Went to the christmas party tonight, had a nice time, it was good to see some of nini bears family that i haven't seen in so ( Read more... )

More shopping tonight. had a blast just hanging out in jens car. Had a surprise visit from mel, which was wonderful, drove around just talking, smoking belmonts,and having a car key ordeal, thanx for helping mel. I'm freezing and in my pjs. I bought a new broach tonight. I need a fedora. I need to call Dave, maybe i'll stop by tomorrow. I'm off for ( Read more... )

I'm almost finished christmas shopping, thank goodness. I felt like shit today, i dunno what it is. Maybe it;s the holidays the gets me like this. It seems that everything is so perfect, so untouched, and then it is gone. You feel something different and can't quite explain what it is, maybe because of all this happiness and cheer that is pushed ( Read more... )

I went bra shopping and underwear shopping today on my lunch at the mall and saw these cute boy cut black ones. This is what boggles my mind, they have x-small, small large and x-large but no medium!oh the horror!. I just can't believe it, does that mean the mass majority of girls have a medium sized ass? . Same with f$#@!* bra's, you have size 34 ( Read more... )

I know it's been way to long since I have updated, but I haven't felt compelled to write anything really. School is the same. I'm dying to finish this program because i fucking hate it and i know i made the wrong choice, and so on, but I'm trying to fix it and not have 1000 people breathing down my neck about it. I told my mother that I love her ( Read more... )

I JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT " ISA WANTS TO TAP SOME PENATANGUISHINE ASS".......YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. WAIT ISA I WANT YOU TO STANDOUTSIDE THE FIRE. DONT BEAT ME. LOVE YOU

So i'm working in the back today,and am FUCKING BORED! to the point where i think i cant be anymore board then i am right now. I got to play around with Katie today b/c no one is in her dept and no one comes back here, so it was nice that i had some company ( Read more... )

I decided to start over, and I know that i cant go back. I can't try and change things the way that i want them to turn out. There has been letdowns, and loss, growth, and learning. I can thank Him for a good part of that ( Read more... )