She said you've taken me for granted because I please you...wearing these diamonds.

May 17, 2007 14:04

Whenever I listen to Paul Simon's Graceland I feel free, like I did when Mom and I drove across Wisconsin and along the Mississippi. Gliding past inundated marshes, towering lime cliffs with circling eagles above and bright brilliant blue skies and cotton puff clouds. That breeze felt like forever, felt like possibility ( Read more... )

on being me, mommy and me, vacation

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abunchofcrap May 18 2007, 01:06:21 UTC
Boo lappie plug :(

It's so weird to reread old entries... when I reread old old entries, like high school entries, I can see how much I've grown, and feel like I've improved... but when I reread entries from two or so years ago. I miss who I was and my life back then, even though I'm wiser and more adult. I liked the in-between time, I guess, I don't know. I don't feel like myself lately, I don't feel like myself when I'm working all the time. I need to find some way to fix that, I suppose...

J'adore Kiley.

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soundandvision May 18 2007, 01:13:36 UTC
I feel exactly the same way; I miss who I was 2 years ago, even tho I've grown up and I'm more adult. I was a lot happier, a lot more me...I think I've become so zoned like how you are when you're on anti-depressant :\
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abunchofcrap May 18 2007, 03:17:21 UTC
You know what the weird thing is, when I'm reading the entries of me from two years ago, I seem like so much of "myself"... but I was on andidepressants at the time, and those leave you with a void more than real happiness anyways. How confusing!

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abunchofcrap May 18 2007, 03:26:50 UTC
andidepressants? Andi?

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