(oneshot) it has to be you
it has to be you
cheondoong/IU
nc-17, ~1120w
sanghyun doesn't know how they got from do you want to come over and practise later? to i've never had sex before - do you want to do it?, but he isn't complaining.
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sanghyun doesn't know how they got from do you want to come over and practise later? to i've never had sex before - do you want to do it?, but he isn't complaining.
he's sitting on top of his bed, clad only in his boxers and wishing he had at least tidied his room up a bit as ji eun shyly slips off her dress.
she's wearing a creamy, lacy bra which totally doesn't match her red-and-white polka dotted panties, and sanghyun chuckles a bit. ji eun flushes, folding her arms across her chest and pushing up her breasts just that little bit more.
"i wasn't exactly prepared, okay?" she huffs, pouting adorably. "sorry if i wasn't expecting to lose my virginity anytime soon"
sanghyun rolls his eyes good-naturedly.
"i'll let that snark slide, because i know you're only bitchy when you're nervous" he says matter-of-factly, before tugging her towards him.
ji eun settles herself awkwardly on his bed, knees tucked underneath her and arms wrapped around her waist.
"i don't really know what to do next" she whispers, eyes wide and shining.
sanghyun offers an apologetic smile.
"neither do i"
they share a quiet laugh, like it was one of their many in-jokes, before sanghyun leans forward and captures her lips between his.
it's chaste and innocent and sweet, before ji eun sighs into his mouth and sanghyun takes the opportunity to slip his tongue in, tentative, and delicately slides it against hers.
he's rewarded with ji eun's small, breathy moan and her body shifting towards his, her fingertips pressing against his bare chest.
they break apart when oxygen becomes vital, breathing deeply. ji eun looked flushed and her lips are swollen, and the sight of it makes his cock twitch.
"well-" she starts, out of breath. "that seemed like we're going in the right direction"
sanghyun chuckles, low and deep, and it send a thrill down her spine. they're still in a pretty awkward position, with sanghyun half-sitting and half-leaning-on-his-elbows and ji eun on her knees between his legs. sanghyun shifts a bit, so that he's sitting against the headboard of his bed. he gently pulls ji eun towards him, so that she's basically sitting on the tops of his thighs.
he can feel the heat radiating from her center, so close to his member despite the layers between them, and almost groans.
"ji eun-ah..." sanghyun looks at her from under his lashes, dark and wanting, before his lips find a sensitive spot on her neck that she never knew she had. she moans appreciatively.
"oppa"
ji eun gasps as his fingers trace the outline of her bra, dipping into the valley of her breasts. they linger when they reach the clasp.
"can i...?" he asks softly, murmuring against her neck.
ji eun barely manages a nod, before he reaches behind her and undoes her bra (not without a struggle, of course). ji eun instinctively covers herself up, before sanghyun gently pushes her hands away.
"you're beautiful, you know" he says quietly, in awe of her half-naked form.
ji eun blushes, before gasping in surprise as sanghyun cups her right breast, smoothing his thumb over her nipple and watching her writhe in pleasure.
"you're so fucking beautiful" his voice is husky with want, and it makes an unbearable heat pool to her center.
ji eun almost dies of pleasure when his mouth latches onto her breast, sucking and laving. she finds herself rubbing onto the tip of his cock through their underwear, just to relieve herself of the intense pressure that was building at her core.
sanghyun breaks away, groaning, his eyes rolling to the back of his head. ji eun takes the opportunity to press butterfly kisses on chest, her fingers trailing along his abdomen. his stomach is flat, but ji eun can feel his muscles tense underneath. she tentatively grazes the growing tent in his boxers, and is rewarded with a hiss of a pleasure and a jerk of his hips.
"fuck" he delicately curses, and ji eun laughs, all sexy and throaty, and it takes all of sanghyun's willpower not to come at that very second.
she holds him through his boxers, watching in awe as sanghyun curses and groans and it's the dirtiest thing she's ever heard him say and she likes it.
a low growl escapes from his throat, before ji eun finds herself pinned underneath sanghyun, his lips hard and bruising against hers as his hands push down her soaked underwear.
ji eun gasps, half out of anticipation, half out of the fact that she's completely naked right now. sanghyun presses his forehead against hers as he slowly removes his boxers.
"are you - are you okay?" he whispers against her skin, concerned and shy and sweet all at the same time.
their eyes meet and something inside of her swells up until it fills up her heart - her soul. ji eun can't think of anywhere else she'd rather be, naked and about to give her everything to a boy she thinks (knows) she loves. she threads her fingers through his hair and pulls him in for a searing kiss.
"yeah" she says, murmuring against his lips. "i'm okay"
(what she means to say is i love you.)
sanghyun doesn't think ji eun can look any more beautiful than she did at that very moment, soft hair fanning across his favourite pillow and warm eyes piercing into his heart, baring her soul to him.
(the image etches itself into his heart and stays there long after.)
sanghyun can hear the steady pounding of her heartbeat meld with his as he settles himself between her legs. he's waited so long - so fucking long - to have her like this (his). ji eun didn't think the word perfect would come into mind when it came to her and sanghyun, but it does and she wouldn't have it any other way.
sanghyun takes a deep breath, before gently thrusting into ji eun for the first time -
- what happens next is the kind of beautiful that people write songs about.
--
years later, when he's cheondoong and she's IU (when they weren't supposed to remember what it was like to be young and in love - let's keep the past in the past, we wouldn't want the fans to find out, do we?), they meet in the hallways of some broadcasting station.
they look at each other with blank expressions (it nearly breaks her, because this is thunder, not sanghyun, not her sanghyun), before cheondoong gives a perfunctory bow and a curt IU-sunbae, before walking away.
he doesn't look back.
(ji eun can still remember his fingertips ghosting against her heartbeat.)
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cheondoong/IU
nc-17, ~1120w
sanghyun doesn't know how they got from do you want to come over and practise later? to i've never had sex before - do you want to do it?, but he isn't complaining.
--
sanghyun doesn't know how they got from do you want to come over and practise later? to i've never had sex before - do you want to do it?, but he isn't complaining.
he's sitting on top of his bed, clad only in his boxers and wishing he had at least tidied his room up a bit as ji eun shyly slips off her dress.
she's wearing a creamy, lacy bra which totally doesn't match her red-and-white polka dotted panties, and sanghyun chuckles a bit. ji eun flushes, folding her arms across her chest and pushing up her breasts just that little bit more.
"i wasn't exactly prepared, okay?" she huffs, pouting adorably. "sorry if i wasn't expecting to lose my virginity anytime soon"
sanghyun rolls his eyes good-naturedly.
"i'll let that snark slide, because i know you're only bitchy when you're nervous" he says matter-of-factly, before tugging her towards him.
ji eun settles herself awkwardly on his bed, knees tucked underneath her and arms wrapped around her waist.
"i don't really know what to do next" she whispers, eyes wide and shining.
sanghyun offers an apologetic smile.
"neither do i"
they share a quiet laugh, like it was one of their many in-jokes, before sanghyun leans forward and captures her lips between his.
it's chaste and innocent and sweet, before ji eun sighs into his mouth and sanghyun takes the opportunity to slip his tongue in, tentative, and delicately slides it against hers.
he's rewarded with ji eun's small, breathy moan and her body shifting towards his, her fingertips pressing against his bare chest.
they break apart when oxygen becomes vital, breathing deeply. ji eun looked flushed and her lips are swollen, and the sight of it makes his cock twitch.
"well-" she starts, out of breath. "that seemed like we're going in the right direction"
sanghyun chuckles, low and deep, and it send a thrill down her spine. they're still in a pretty awkward position, with sanghyun half-sitting and half-leaning-on-his-elbows and ji eun on her knees between his legs. sanghyun shifts a bit, so that he's sitting against the headboard of his bed. he gently pulls ji eun towards him, so that she's basically sitting on the tops of his thighs.
he can feel the heat radiating from her center, so close to his member despite the layers between them, and almost groans.
"ji eun-ah..." sanghyun looks at her from under his lashes, dark and wanting, before his lips find a sensitive spot on her neck that she never knew she had. she moans appreciatively.
"oppa"
ji eun gasps as his fingers trace the outline of her bra, dipping into the valley of her breasts. they linger when they reach the clasp.
"can i...?" he asks softly, murmuring against her neck.
ji eun barely manages a nod, before he reaches behind her and undoes her bra (not without a struggle, of course). ji eun instinctively covers herself up, before sanghyun gently pushes her hands away.
"you're beautiful, you know" he says quietly, in awe of her half-naked form.
ji eun blushes, before gasping in surprise as sanghyun cups her right breast, smoothing his thumb over her nipple and watching her writhe in pleasure.
"you're so fucking beautiful" his voice is husky with want, and it makes an unbearable heat pool to her center.
ji eun almost dies of pleasure when his mouth latches onto her breast, sucking and laving. she finds herself rubbing onto the tip of his cock through their underwear, just to relieve herself of the intense pressure that was building at her core.
sanghyun breaks away, groaning, his eyes rolling to the back of his head. ji eun takes the opportunity to press butterfly kisses on chest, her fingers trailing along his abdomen. his stomach is flat, but ji eun can feel his muscles tense underneath. she tentatively grazes the growing tent in his boxers, and is rewarded with a hiss of a pleasure and a jerk of his hips.
"fuck" he delicately curses, and ji eun laughs, all sexy and throaty, and it takes all of sanghyun's willpower not to come at that very second.
she holds him through his boxers, watching in awe as sanghyun curses and groans and it's the dirtiest thing she's ever heard him say and she likes it.
a low growl escapes from his throat, before ji eun finds herself pinned underneath sanghyun, his lips hard and bruising against hers as his hands push down her soaked underwear.
ji eun gasps, half out of anticipation, half out of the fact that she's completely naked right now. sanghyun presses his forehead against hers as he slowly removes his boxers.
"are you - are you okay?" he whispers against her skin, concerned and shy and sweet all at the same time.
their eyes meet and something inside of her swells up until it fills up her heart - her soul. ji eun can't think of anywhere else she'd rather be, naked and about to give her everything to a boy she thinks (knows) she loves. she threads her fingers through his hair and pulls him in for a searing kiss.
"yeah" she says, murmuring against his lips. "i'm okay"
(what she means to say is i love you.)
sanghyun doesn't think ji eun can look any more beautiful than she did at that very moment, soft hair fanning across his favourite pillow and warm eyes piercing into his heart, baring her soul to him.
(the image etches itself into his heart and stays there long after.)
sanghyun can hear the steady pounding of her heartbeat meld with his as he settles himself between her legs. he's waited so long - so fucking long - to have her like this (his). ji eun didn't think the word perfect would come into mind when it came to her and sanghyun, but it does and she wouldn't have it any other way.
sanghyun takes a deep breath, before gently thrusting into ji eun for the first time -
- what happens next is the kind of beautiful that people write songs about.
--
years later, when he's cheondoong and she's IU (when they weren't supposed to remember what it was like to be young and in love - let's keep the past in the past, we wouldn't want the fans to find out, do we?), they meet in the hallways of some broadcasting station.
they look at each other with blank expressions (it nearly breaks her, because this is thunder, not sanghyun, not her sanghyun), before cheondoong gives a perfunctory bow and a curt IU-sunbae, before walking away.
he doesn't look back.
(ji eun can still remember his fingertips ghosting against her heartbeat.)
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