Awwwww~ You didn't use any of my jokes...also I thought the Mantra who sporked with your self-insert was from further along in the time line. Also...she really is getting too angry by this point...she's supposed to find this sort of stuff fun after all.
Well, she IS from further along the timeline, but the whole point to Mantra's character is that she can read ahead, is it not?
And like I said, the MAIN reason she's so angry here is because of the contrast with The Darkest Hour. I'm working on Part 2 now, and she's a lot more relaxed here. You can tell she's starting to unwind a bit near the end.
And I am VERY sorry for not using your exact words, though I did preserve your jokes, like about how copying from movie!canon sucks and broomsticks are very phallic. I just...got a bit...too enthusiastic when I was editing this together.
Are you alive?iamsorrytrulyApril 22 2014, 02:59:17 UTC
You never did answer my post and while that's completely understandable given the manipulative and reprehensible nature of all I said and tried to do. The fact that you haven't updated your Journal nor posted any sporkings on Das_Sporking makes me worried that perhaps it's more than just you understanding that what I did was beyond forgiveness. It makes me worry that perhaps your talk of suicide might have become more than talk though I hope that you've just been busy with University or perhaps have grown out of Sporking all together. I still have to try and find out.
My fear of hearing just how much my message revealed about my own twisted nature has finally been superseded by my fear of your own health. And I'm beyond ashamed that it took this long to abandon that selfish cowardice.
So I'm posting this on the off chance that you still look at your Journal to ask are you alright?
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And like I said, the MAIN reason she's so angry here is because of the contrast with The Darkest Hour. I'm working on Part 2 now, and she's a lot more relaxed here. You can tell she's starting to unwind a bit near the end.
And I am VERY sorry for not using your exact words, though I did preserve your jokes, like about how copying from movie!canon sucks and broomsticks are very phallic. I just...got a bit...too enthusiastic when I was editing this together.
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My fear of hearing just how much my message revealed about my own twisted nature has finally been superseded by my fear of your own health. And I'm beyond ashamed that it took this long to abandon that selfish cowardice.
So I'm posting this on the off chance that you still look at your Journal to ask are you alright?
I hope you are but hope is such an empty thing.
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