I am going home over the summer to network with photographers, try out some things with make up and photo shoots(hair as well), practice painting and working out my thesis idea ( Read more... )

The only reason I post things on here is in hopes that he will see what I write.

All of it.

I hope curiosity gets the best of him and he reads my stuff trying to figure out if I am okay, moving on, or deciding I should be alone for the rest of my life.

Sadly though....I feel like I go un-noticed.

No matter how hard I try ( Read more... )

So I am still having issues with not thinking about him ( Read more... )

I think there is something wrong with my hormones. Every time my period has come around, my blood sugar has gotten worse and so have my emotions ( Read more... )

When it rains it pours...

This shouldn't have had to happen to her.

This kid who drugged her should be castrated and not allowed to touch girls for the rest of his life.

A part of me knows it can work, the other part of me knows its a huge task!

Ugh sometimes I think my dreams are bigger than I can handle.

Fuck you Casey William Asbill-Beck.

Fuck you for being a coward.

Fuck you for not talking to me.

Fuck you for fucking with my head over and over.

All I wanted was friendship. I guess you couldnt even handle that.

I am done. Hope your life is filled with whatever its missing. You will be missed, but I cant handle the thought of you anymore.

Little Foxes closes tomorrow, thank god ( Read more... )

I have tried five million ways to get in contact with you. I have stated I only want to be friends and nothing more ( Read more... )