Comments | sorriso4me: dear conyers: it is simply this.

sorriso4me

dear conyers: it is simply this.

Apr 06, 2006 01:34

very few of you actually know me. i mean the me me. you might know the "boring" student in school cassie, or the "sweet" work cassie, or even (a select few) the "sells" pot cassie, and all of that is a small part of me, but you don't know Cassie. and don't pretend like you do. it is partly my fault, but after awhile i felt like i couldn't even be ( Read more... )

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jiminycricket81 April 7 2006, 02:28:08 UTC

I may not KNOW every piece of you but I'm pretty sure you know I'd love every piece as much or more than the straight a's girl in highschool. I saw your wild side...lol, trust me. I can appreciate any crazy or boring cassie that you may be. ;-)

sorriso4me April 7 2006, 03:39:57 UTC

jeremy, i love love love you! you ARE one of the few people that got to know me well in high school...you definitely saw my wild side once or twice lol. i hope you know that wasn't directed towards you at all! (there is kinda a story there i didn't mention...) you were definitely someone i always felt like i could be myself around and you were completely understanding of anything i ever had to say. i miss getting to see you everyday!

p.s. i got my project back a couple days ago (that one i did of you) and as soon as i get my camera charged i can send you a picture!

just being honest... tryin_2b_me April 7 2006, 13:50:13 UTC

Ok, I know alot of that was directed towards me (or at least indirectly)... but i dont see how after we were friends for like 14+ years that you think i dont know you. Even when you were hiding who you really were, i knew you well enough to understand it. If you would have just trusted me to be your friend and told me who "the real you is" than maybe things would be different, but probably not because i know how you are and i know how you hold grudges. I'm really glad that you found the life you were looking for and im sad that we're not friends anymore (cause honestly it breaks my heart when i think of you, cause you definatly broke my heart this summer more than a guy ever has). I just offer you one bit of advice, just be you, whoever that is, don't make your life miserable just trying to break a stereotype cause i've done it, and itll ruin everything. I know you don't care about me at all and you probably wont even read this, but whether you believe me or not, i do miss you. ~andrea

Re: just being honest... sorriso4me April 8 2006, 00:03:27 UTC

none of that was about you. NONE OF IT. and you had my trust, you just didn't know how to keep it. i'm glad that you finally know how much you hurt me so much of the time.

my life is not about breaking some stupid stereotype. i am me, i do what i want to do, and i am happy with that.

just please move on and leave me alone. all that is here is indifference.

Re: just being honest... smile_dollface April 8 2006, 21:41:31 UTC

I am moving on.... but am i not allowed to comment on ur lj? think about you? talk to/about you? or anything? Im sorry that you were my friend for like my whole life and im having problems letting go, but it hurts me to know just how easy it was for you to move on when i couldnt.... Im sorry that i actually have a heart unlike some people......

Re: just being honest... tryin_2b_me April 9 2006, 04:04:59 UTC

that was annie by the way....