I know I'm not very eloquent. But sometimes when I'm listening to someone and trying to give advice or say something constructive, I feel like they can't hear me. I'm saying words or typing words that have some kind of meaning I want to convey and the point just doesn't get across ( Read more... )

I wish I could say I didn't see this coming...but I did and I dismissed it as paranoia.  What really gets to me is how betrayed I feel ( Read more... )

I think someone told me a long time ago that I'm in love with the idea of love.  I mean it sounds really nice!  Lately I've been thinking about it more.  I mean (at risk of sounding super dumb) wouldn't it be nice to have a boyfriend?  I mean I'm picky, unreasonable and have no idea how to handle relationships, but I think most of all the problem ( Read more... )

Having trouble falling asleep again.  But its nice to stay up to talk to my sister in China, oh time difference how you save me from being bored and alone when I can't fall asleep at night.  I'm going to be so dead tomorrow.

I shouldn't have gone on that late night quickly run like 2-3 hours ago :(  The sugar and caffeine from the tea is so bad.

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No not the song :)

I've been awake for over 24 hours now.  What the hell.  Epic weekend, but I didn't get anything productive done (all weekend long) and I need to get up in 6 hours.  Why am I still awake?  I have no idea.  I just know I can't fall asleep.

>_>  first thing that comes out of my roommates mouth when they get back: "YOU MISSED OUT!  It was really fun!"

Umm...thanks, but remember you LEFT me?

I feel so loved

Anyways happy belated 21st to Li-bear.  I don't think I missed out :)

I need to actually update this thing

Went to the gym for the first time in a while today.  Felt good but I'm really tired now.

Lately I've been feeling kind of off, not myself.  I guess it could be stress, exams or something.  I don't feel unhappy, just not quite right.  I wonder what it is.  Too many things it could be >_>

 I can't wait to see Davis friends..but at the same time being a third year is really really scary.  I feel like I should get my act together ._.  I'm "packing" at the moment but I really needed a break so here I am :3

I need to get on top of gaia commissions too...why did I open them up again?  Oh right...new pretty items /sigh.  I really don't ( Read more... )

So today I woke up super early to go to Ocean Park which is a theme park/aquarium in Hong Kong.  It was pretty hot today and we walked a lot so I'm kind of too lazy to type an in depth entry ( Read more... )

It seems like lately I've been trying a lot of different kinds of alcohol >_>  Or a lot in comparison to basically none during the school year.  I can't remember everything I've tried, but yesterday was champagne and today was warmed sake.  I thought the champagne was okay, pretty good...but the warmed sake was pretty nasty.  I guess my favorite is ( Read more... )