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Title: Demon Desire
Author: soneayeong
Genre: Gore, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi, Angst, Mystery, DBSK, Horror
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Warning: Underage YunHo
A/N: Unbetaed
Prologue; The shadows
A little kid, born in slavery pressed himself close against his crying mommy. The world he had been born in was dark and not the human world, but he was too young to know the difference, he only knew that his mommy was sad and that there was something wrong. Dark shadows were all around him, but that was not strange for the little kid, he had always seen them, they were normal in this word. “Don’t take him, please” whispered his mommy and she cried more. The little kid looked up at his mommy and saw the desperate look in her eyes, but he didn’t understood what was wrong and why his mommy cried. The shadows around him started to whisper and were coming closer toward them and that… was strange for the little boy. The shadows had always stayed on a safe distance from him and his mommy, they were always around him, watching him and his mommy, whispering in a language he didn’t understood end… just watching. But they NEVER had come toward them! His mommy backed away from them and tried to hide him behind her, but it… was useless, the shadows were everywhere! “Give us the boy, NOW!” whispered one of the shadows, “he is born to serve or master, you KNOW that human! DON’T DISOBEY US!” and after the shadow had spoke a lot happened. The poor little boy felt how a pair of cold and hard hands were grabbing him, all over his body, more hands were now grabbing him and those hands pulled him away from his screaming mom. “Don’t do this, he is just a kid! Leave him alone, take me!” His mom screamed but he wasn’t able to look behind him and to see what happened, he cried and called for his mommy but… She stopped with crying and… it was silent! “Mommy! Mommy!” Screamed the little boy and tried again to look behind him, to see where his mommy was and why she had stopped calling him, he wanted to escape from the scary hands who were still pulling him forward… But… He was just a little kid, too weak to do anything and too innocent to realize that his mommy had died, that she was killed by those dark shadows.
“Hello YunHo” said a friendly voice suddenly from behind him and… all the shadows were gone! He turned around to see his mommy but she was also gone, he saw something strange on the ground, something red, but he didn’t knew what that meant. He turned toward the person who had spoke and had saved him, and that was what he little kid thought, that the man who was now standing beside him had scare the shadows away and saw a friendly looking male with black eyes. “My name is Kim JaeJoong” said the male friendly and took the hand from the little kid in his. “I will take care of you from now on” said JaeJoong. “But… but… I want my mommy” whispered the little kid, too afraid to leave without her. “Don’t worry about your mommy, she is asleep now.” The little kid frowned but… accepted the words from the man who had saved him. “Will mommy take me when she is awake?” Asked the little kid innocent. “Yes, she will” lied JaeJoong and took the little kid with him, away from this dark place…
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Chapter 1:
Questions
Sitting in a dark chamber with only a candle to provide him some light the sixteen year old boy looked nervous around him. He didn’t remembered very clear what had happened nine years ago but he knew that his mom had died as a slave and that a man had saved him. He didn’t knew who the killers where, he vaguely remembered that he had seen shadows all around him, and that the shadows were… talking to him, but that wasn’t possible, so he concluded that this memory he had wasn’t correct. But one thing he knew for sure, and that was that the man who had saved him was called Kim JaeJoong, the man who had saved him, his hero… JaeJoong had brought him to this place, a dark place where he wasn’t allowed to go outside, to always stay indoors and he needed to live with a elderly woman who had raised him, had learned him to read and to write, she had educated him because he wasn’t allowed to go to school. Why he needed to stay indoors all the time he didn’t knew, and he also didn’t knew why it was always dark outside, but he had learned to NOT ask any questions about the outside world, it was simply forbidden for him to leave the house and to learn much about the world.
But one thing he had never forgotten, and that was JaeJoong’s face, his personality, it was simply impossible for him to forget about this man! He even dreamed about the man who had saved him and, he ALWAYS thought about that his him, wondering where he was and if he would see him again. JaeJoong had left him with a woman who could take care of him and after that he had never returned to see him, or to talk to him, he even didn’t knew who this saver was, the only thing he knew was his name, and… that was not enough for him to know, he needed more information! But the day before his sixteenth birthday, yesterday, to be exact, happened something. Somebody had knocked on the door and his the woman who had taken care of him had told him to wait in his bedroom, but that wasn’t strange. He even wasn’t allowed to see that the door would be opened, or to look outside through a window or a open door. But it was strange that the man who had visited them wanted to talk to HIM! His name was Park YooChun and he was sent by his master to give him a official letter and… Had this man a master? Somebody who was giving orders? He had been really curious at that moment, he had never received a letter before and the only persons he knew where Kim JunSu and Shim ChangMin, they were his only friends, but they also refused to tell him anything about the outside world, and that made him sometimes irritated, they knew things he wasn’t allowed to know, they were having secrets for him!
When he had opened the letter yesterday evening in his bedroom, and when he had read the it, he… he was really shocked! The man who had always been in his thoughts, the man who had saved him… Kim JaeJoong wanted that he would live with him, in his… palace! Was he a king? A prince? Who was he that he had a palace?! And why wanted JaeJoong that HE would live with him? He was nothing, he even didn’t knew who JaeJoong was, and he was sure that JaeJoong didn’t knew him very well. The man who had delivered him the letter had told him that it wouldn’t be smart to refuse the wish from his master, and that if JaeJoong wanted to meet him, that it would be the best thing to do what he wanted. He also had told him that… JaeJoong wanted to meet him for a long time and that he only had waited until YunHo was old enough. But… YunHo frowned, why needed he to be old enough? For what needed he to be old enough? En why had JaeJoong waited for so long? He had a lot questions, and none of them had been answered…
But even before YooChun had told him that it would be smart to do what JaeJoong wanted, he already had decided to go, he wanted to meet the man who had saved him and who was ALWAYS in his thoughts, the person he wanted to meet for so long! So he had answered “YES! I want to go!” He didn’t really thought about the woman who had taken care of him because… it was strange, but he had never really loved her, it was almost as if it was her duty to take care of him. He had never felt loved my her, she never had told him that she loved him and that she cared about him, she just had… taken care of him and that was all. So it wasn’t strange for him to not worry about the woman who had raised him, she didn’t had loved him so he didn’t had a reason to loved her if even she didn’t cared about him. She even didn’t cried or told him that she would miss him when he had grabbed his stuff the next day when YooChun had returned and had told her that he would leave her. She just had looked at him as if… she already knew that something like this would happen and… as if this was where she had worked for all those years! He really didn’t understood what was going on, but again, he had learned to not ask questions so he just followed.
He had also been VERY nervous because this would be the first time when he would leave the house and that he would see something from the outside world, and… it was a little scaring for him to leave now that he had the change, to step into a world he didn’t knew and to live with somebody he only knew from a few strange memories and his dreams… And he had been right, it was scary to go outside! He still wasn’t allowed to look around him so he needed to be blindfolded but, he could hear and feel everything. From the moment the door has opened and he had stepped outside, the air and the wind were both feeling warm… And next, it was as if he heard a faint screaming, somewhere far away from him, as if somebody was in pain and needed help! And the person who was screaming was not the only one who seemed to be in pain, he heard almost EVERYWHERE around him people moaning, soft cries and more...
And all those strange sounds were making him scared, even now that he didn’t wanted to confess it to anyone… But he worried about those people and wondered what happened to them, was there something really dangerous outside and was that the reason why he wasn’t allowed to go outside and to see what was happening? He didn’t knew the answer, but he had been really nervous and scared to be outside, blindfolded and while he was hearing all those scary sounds from all the crying and screaming people he tried to not look too stressed while YooChun walked besides him! He had been guided into a car and when he was inside he was finally allowed to take the blindfold away from his eyes and to look around him, but… the windows had been covered with dark curtains all around him. The man who had brought him the letter with the invitation was sitting next to him and by the look in his eyes would he NOT accept it if YunHo tried to look outside or to touch the curtains, and again, he wondered what was happening. He vaguely remembered something about his life with his mom, when she still had been alive, all those years ago. He remembered something about being a slave, but he didn’t trusted his memories because they were so strange, shadows, whispering and moving all around him and his mom being a slave, just like he… That was not really a memory that was credible…
He didn’t really remembered for how long he had been inside the car but when the car stopped he needed to be blindfolded again. “We are almost done” said YooChun while he made sure that he wasn’t able to see or to hear anything before he was allowed to leave the car. He had expected to hear the screams again, to hear how people were crying around him, but… he didn’t heard nothing this time! It was silent and it almost seemed as if he and YooChun where the only persons who were there at the moment! YooChun had opened a few doors, he had talked a few times with a soft voice to someone who was apparently walking beside them, but what they were saying he didn’t knew, it almost was as if they were speaking in another language! And again, after a few minutes, another door had been opened and he was allowed to take his blindfold off. He saw that he was inside a dark room and YooChun told him to wait here. He didn’t had told YunHo for how long he needed to wait and for what, but he had no other choice than to obey so he waited. And now, a few minutes later, he was still inside the dark room, waiting and not knowing what to expect and he was now REALLY, REALLY nervous!
He tried to listen if he heard some sounds, just to know that he wasn’t alone here, but, he didn’t heard anything and he had the feeling that he was the only one here, like outside. He thought back at all the screams he had heard and couldn’t keep them out of his thoughts, he was nervous and worried, was he in danger? Were the persons who have murdered his mom, all those years ago, here? And was that the reason why he wasn’t allowed to see what was happening? He also felt nervous because he was inside this dark room, waiting for what was going to happen next, would he meet JaeJoong, the man who had saved him when his mom had died? He remembered him as a Hero, somebody who had protected him, but… who was he? He must be important because he was living here in this palace, and YooChun had called JaeJoong his master, so he MUST be important! But, even now that he didn’t understood it, he was happy that he would meet his hero for the first time, and yes, it was strange that he would live with somebody he didn’t really knew, but he liked it. Leaving his old home wasn’t really difficult for him, he didn’t thought that he would miss it there so he hoped that JaeJoong would be nice and that he would learn some more about his past, who his mom was and why she had been murdered. He also wanted to know why JaeJoong wanted to take care of him now.
But he didn’t needed to wait long, already after a few minutes he heard how somebody opened the door and… The most beautiful man he had ever seen in his life, (not that he had seen much people besides the woman who had taken care of him after the death from his real mom,) but this man was definitely MUCH handsomer than he remembered from his dreams! He knew that it was rude to stare, but… it was just impossible for him to NOT stare at this man! He was still young, only sixteen years old and he had been really protected during his whole life, he also didn’t knew anything about sexuality or anything related to that subject, but he KNEW that he liked this man! His eyes were just as he remembered, black but they weren’t scary, they were just… just black and nothing more. If somebody else would have black eyes, he would have been a little scared, but not now and not for this man! His hair was brown, his face was pale and… He just was perfect!
“Hello YunHo, and thank you for coming to my palace” said JaeJoong with a smile while he looked at the human boy who stood before him. YunHo opened his mouth to respond to JaeJoong, to just say something, but… he didn’t knew nothing to say! He just stared stunned at the man before him, his cheeks were now burning red and he felt uneasy because he was sure that JaeJoong knew that he was thinking, that he liked JaeJoong, and that was strange right? JaeJoong must be really old because he had been from the same age as his mom when she had died and when he had seen JaeJoong for the first time. And falling in love with somebody who was so much older than he AND somebody he didn’t really knew was strange. But… now that he looked at JaeJoong he realized that he wasn’t so old… He was maybe twenty-six, but definitely not older than that! But how was that possible? He remembered him like… how he was now! But JaeJoong must have been younger when he had seen him for the first time, there was no other possibility, everybody was aging and so would he!
‘Okay YunHo, just say something, it is really rude to just stare at him’ spoke YunHo in silence firmly to himself and tried really hard to think about something he could say to JaeJoong, but again, he was totally lost and started to sweat from the tension. “Eh.. H- Hello… I- It’s nice to meet you eh…- finally in person” he was stammering and he HATED IT! Why was he acting so stupid? He was making a fool of himself! If he had been alone he would have face palmed himself because of his stuttering, he had never stuttered before, so why was he acting this way now?? Stupid, stupid, STUPID!!!! He was so distracted by his own actions that he missed how JaeJoong’s lips curled up in a small smile and he also missed how his black eyes became a little darker than before, it was just for a few seconds, but it had happened and YunHo had missed it because he had been so distracted! Unknown for YunHo, was the man before him enjoying it to see how the young human boy was struggling with his own feelings, his plans were working and he could clearly see that the boy started to fall in love with him! But he also knew that he needed to help to boy, to let him feel comfortable around him, so JaeJoong did slowly a step toward him.
“Don’t be ashamed YunHo, I understand that this whole situation is… new and scary for you. So try to relax okay? You are safe here and this will be you new home from now on.” YunHo stared at the man before him and nodded, still with his cheeks red. He believed JaeJoong and already felt calmer now that he had tried to make it him comfortable. He saw how JaeJoong offered him his hand and with a frown, and of course, nervous he took JaeJoong’s hand, not knowing why he needed to take his hand and what they were going to do, but when he had took JaeJoong’s hand he saw that JaeJoong opened the door and he left the dark room, pulling YunHo with him. “I show you where you room is and I will tell you some basic rules while we are inside you new room” spoke JaeJoong while he walked with a steady rate through a lot dark hallways, they passed a lot dark rooms and again, all the light he saw was coming from the torches what were hanging all around him against the stone walls.
And all the time, when they passed a window, he saw that somebody had covered it to prevent him to look outside, just like his old home and inside the car, why was that? He also didn’t say anybody while they walked, the whole place seemed… empty. But he noted one thing, and that were the shadows. Because it was so dark everywhere and the only light source was coming from the torches, he saw that there were everywhere shadows around them, and… it made him uneasy. The shadows seemed… strange. He didn’t knew what there was strange about, and it was only a feeling, but they were making him uneasy, something wasn’t normal about them… He even thought that he saw them moving when he looked in another direction, but every time when he looked back at the shadows there was nothing, so he just assumed that he was imagining himself things because of his dreams, the dreams about the shadows, moving around him and his mom… So he tried to NOT look at the shadows, and that was not that easy to do, because the shadows were everywhere around them, but he tried it and looked at JaeJoong. He watched the man, wondering why JaeJoong wanted him to be here, but, he was still to unsure end nervous to talk to JaeJoong and to ask him anything. It just felt strange to be so close to the man where he had thinking about for such a long time, to walk with him and to feel his hands in his…
“We are here” said JaeJoong and opened a door while he did a step away from the open door so that YunHo could enter first. “This will be you room” spoke JaeJoong from behind him when he stepped after YunHo inside the REALLY large bedroom. This bedroom was just… YunHo stared open mouthed around him, totally stunned because this room was SO large! He looked around him and realized that his room, HIS room, was already bigger than the whole house he had been living in the last few years! But, there were no windows in his bedroom and because of that, it was also really dark inside. There stood a really large double bed, the whole bedroom was also decorated with really expensive things, things what were so expensive that he was almost afraid to touch them! Was this really his room? He had never owned anything besides the clothes he wore, so this was really overwhelming to realize! He turned toward JaeJoong and gathered all his curate to speak. “Eh… c- can… can I ask a q- question?” He REALLY hated it that he again stuttered and looked away from JaeJoong, trying to hide his embarrassment. “Or course” spoke JaeJoong calmly, not responding at all to his stuttering, he even smiled just like before, but again, YunHo didn’t had saw it because he had been looking away from JaeJoong to hide his red cheeks and his embarrassment.
“W- why am I here?” But just when he had asked this question he realized how rude he sounded and he colored even redder! “Eh, I- I mean… I’m just confused, it’s not that I’m not happy to be here…!” He stopped mid sentence and closed his eyes for a few seconds, he was babbling like a idiot and he hated it! Would JaeJoong think that he was stupid and send him back? Because he was acting so childish? Just when he wanted to open his mouth to explain himself again he was interrupted by JaeJoong, and… he didn’t spoke… he acted just normal to him, as if he didn’t cared that he had stuttered all the time and that he had been babbling while he spoke, or… when he had tried to talk normal to JaeJoong. “I’m not sure if it’s the right time for you to know why you’re here, it can be a little overwhelming” spoke JaeJoong slowly while he looked with his black eyes at the human boy before him. JaeJoong knew from all the human slaves he had that their children were very sensitive and that he needed to act deliberately if he wanted to play this game good.
YunHo looked confused up when he heard what JaeJoong had told him and frowned, he was here with a reason, he now knew that, but what was so important that JaeJoong wanted to wait with telling him about it? Was it really that important? Or… difficult? Even scaring? “But I can tell you this” said JaeJoong after a few minutes of silence, he had seen that he only was making the human boy more confused so he realized that he needed to say something more and… Humans were really difficult for JaeJoong, he really didn’t understood how they were thinking and how he needed to act around this kid. He had thought that he was ready to meet his future wife, and YunHo would become his eventually, but he had been wrong. He had tortured a LOT slaves before he had ordered his servant YooChun to bring him the boy, he had tortured all those humans, forced them to tell him EVERYTHING about themselves, how they were thinking, where they were afraid of, what they loved or disliked…
But in reality it was not that easy to understand this boy, he wasn’t human himself and had never been a human, so the way they were thinking, acting and feeling was strange for him. “I’m a king YunHo, I own this palace and… I have chosen you, from all the people, the be here, because you are special and because I want to know you” said JaeJoong with a faked smile, avoiding it to talk about the real reason why YunHo was here. He just had tried to distract him, so that he would have the feeling that he really was special and wanted, and that was not a lie, he really needed this human and he really wanted YunHo to be here. But… it was just not such a good idea to tell him now everything, first he needed to be a little more relaxed around him… And… When he watched the boy he saw that it seemed as if the human boy believed what he had told him!
YunHo stared at JaeJoong and blinked a few times with his eyes, was he… a real KING!!!? WOW! YunHo did his best to NOT stare at JaeJoong but it was now even harder than before to do it. And… he was special? He? Why? What was special about him? He was just a boring, sixteen year old boy who had been living locked up for almost his whole life in a small home with a woman who had taken care of him like a second mom, but who wasn’t caring at all about him. But again, WOW, a king had chosen him for something… He almost thought that that this was not real and just a dream, a new dream about his handsome man, Kim JaeJoong. But, it was real and he felt really lucky to be here, no matter what would happen next! He even smiled and forgot for a moment that he had been afraid and uneasy about all the shadows, the screams and the crying sounds, he had forgotten them all for a moment and he just stared unbelievingly at the King…
“It’s already late and I’m sure that your are tried now, so I will leave you for tonight spoke JaeJoong while he did a step away from him and closer toward the door. “But… Before I leave I want you to understand a few rules.” JaeJoong paused and stared at the human boy and tried to sound friendly. “You are allowed to leave this room, but ONLY with a guard and you are NOT allowed to look outside this palace, to open a window, to remove the curtains or to open doors, you need to ask the guard where you can go and where not. There is always a guard waiting outside you room, so you just need to open the door and ask him if you can leave this room. And, of course, if you need something, food or something to drink, entertainment or whatever you need, ask the guard and he will give it to you.” JaeJoong wanted to say more but he stopped, he saw that the human boy already had almost too much to think about so he decided to talk more to him the next day.
He walked back toward YunHo and place his hand over YunHo’s shoulder. “Don’t be nervous, you are welcome here and I’m sure that you will like it to be here” and after he had said those words he left the room, leaving the confused human boy alone in his bedroom to think about all what had happened the last few hours and… He grinned evil. His black eyes changed and were red for a few seconds and all the shadows around him started to whisper… “Master, what do you want us to do… Master… Master… Is that the boy… Will he be the one?... Master…” Inside the shadows were now black and red eyes visible, evil and always watching.