And Bullshit Talks

[somethingsaid]

People need to stop treating their words as if they are just farting out of their mouths.

Maybe you didn't mean anything by it.

Maybe it didn't mean anything. To you.

But as a writer, I am all about words.

And I would really appreciate it if people stopped talking shit about me.

But when you ARE shit, that's all they CAN say. };^) Sigh.

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[_wastrel]

As someone with a very nasty tendency to put my foot in my mouth, I have to admit that I'm somewhat concerned that I may have said something that came across the wrong way to you, although I certainly hope that's not the case.

[secretconcierge]

Oh my god, I am so sorry!

(((Hugs)))

It isn't you! I feel awful that you have been worrying about this on top of fearing for your life!

My landlord said some nasty things that really hurt. Especially coming from someone who is my surrogate father.

Another friend I really liked and confided in, made a nasty comment too.

It seemed that all this crap people talked behind my back, kept surfacing. Shit I feel I need to know, but shit none the less.

You are one of the few people I trust not to do something like that.

[_wastrel]

Nothing to be sorry about. I'd be relieved, except of course that I can't really be relieved at the part about you having been hurt, only that I wasn't the one to do it. I won't pry but you can tell me more about it, if you feel so inclined. Thank you for the reassurance!

[secretconcierge]

I wrote about my landlord's part this afternoon.

As for my other friend I have not talked to him much since then. We kind of have a prostitution friendship anyway. Not literally. He doesn't pay me for sex, but he does have nerve pain in his back, and he pays me for massages.

He was a friend of a friend, and since he would not back off her despite being married, she introduced us. She used to massage him, and referred him to me for the money.

We have grown closer, and have hung out where I wasn't being paid, but most of the time, he seems to be under the impression, that he needs to save up his money to see me.

When he heard what happened and that I was back in MI, he made a joke that now that I was desperate, he could get a massage cheaper.

Like I'm a cheap whore or something.

My friend said if she found out he took advantage of me, she'll never talk to him again. He's pretty smitten with her, so he took it as a threat and hasn't talked to me much.

Still, despite the nature of things, I'm really hurt he said that.