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[VP] PRIVATE // To Suzaku // UNHACKABLE somes_auditus April 11 2008, 01:45:15 UTC
Suzaku, I... *a pause* I don't know what to do... or say, to what you told me. I've thought about it a lot. And I can't... I just don't know.

*a long pause, where he shifts around a lot*

It... I mean... You know how important you are to me... don't you? I thought... I thought I showed you, in every way I could, how much you meant to me. Didn't... Did I miss something? Did I do something wrong? Is this...

... *a longer pause, before he speaks, and his voice half-cracks* Did I break things... and they can't be fixed...?

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[VP] PRIVATE // To Suzaku // UNHACKABLE somes_auditus April 11 2008, 02:01:05 UTC
*a long pause, before he bursts out* That - That's not true! It's not that he's more affectionate than you, or that I like him better, or that all I want is him it's that - that ... he's here. With me. He's been in my life.

It's... I can love you differently, in the same amounts. I... You're my world, you know? My whole world. my earth, where I stand. And he's like my sky. And if I'm a bird, I fly in that sky, but I make my home on the earth. I always come back to the earth. I think... I have... roots and wings now. I just want to balance it... I want you two to get along. I want all of us to at least be able to be around each other...

It's not that you're not enough. You're more than enough. You're mine. My soul, outside my body. That house is ours, our place, our world. *a pause, and then a small, shamed mutter: 'so I shouldn't have brought him there...'* But then I come here and... this fits, too...

I don't know what to do.

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