I found Strad's phone number today

[somekidtrying]

I was looking through old e-mails to find a friend's address and I came across an e-mail I sent to myself when Stradley gave me his phone number. I wanted to make sure I'd never forget it. My hands grabbed the phone before I could stop myself and I dialed it without looking at the screen. I still know it and it'll be 7 months on Wednesday since..

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[haughty_hottie]

i miss him so much every day.

[somekidtrying]

i have these out of body experiences sometimes when i have really intense emotional feelings and i get them a lot when i think about how much i miss him. it allows me to do things i couldn't do otherwise. we had a smoke together a little while ago. he's doing okay.