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I used to have this, now I have an 'unfinished' tag and an increasing number of half-finished private entries cluttering up my livejournal. *sigh* *deepersigh*
So here are a couple of thoughts about Uther in 1.12, while I'm waiting for a torret for 1.13 to turn up...
The truth is somewhere in between what Morgana, Merlin, Gaius, even the dragon say; they're all prejudiced in their own way and influenced by their own experiences, Morgana by her father's death as seen by a ten year old girl, Merlin by the constant threat hanging over his own head and burdening his relationship with Arthur, Gaius by... friendship, or complicity, or habit, which makes him even defend Uther's readiness to execute everyone even remotely connected to Tauren, which is taking loyalty a bit far, because even Arthur questions that, even if he doesn't like Merlin to do it aloud where everyone can hear; but Gaius has to believe that Uther is right and doing the best for the kingdom to still be able to look into the mirror after having watched Uther execute wizards and witches for two decades [*]... and Uther himself, who is not the most trustworthy witness for his own cause either.
Uther is aware of his faults, at least to an extent, and at least in hindsight, although once again, 'temper' is one hell of an understatement when it regularly ends with people being executed, and all regret in the world cannot bring them back to life.
Is what Uther says about Morgana in the scene at her father's grave true? I doubt it. Is what he said about her father true? Probably more so, but still doubtful, at least the part about him questioning Uther's judgement and Uther recognising the importance of that, unless he's changed a lot over the past decade, and was once able to accept a friend as a true equal, because the Uther we've seen on the series, who also called Gaius, who is anything but an equal, a friend, is no longer capable of that. [**]
But what's important is that in one of those rare moments of emotional clarity [***], kneeling there with Morgana, he wants it to be true, and does recognise what would make him a better king. There and then at least this is heartfelt, and that's enough for Morgana's conscience to finally kick in. Does she believe his claims are completely true? Probably not, but she does recognise the sincerity of his grief and regret, and maybe suddenly stopped seeing the world through a child's eyes, and it was enough to save him.
Gwen is very sure in her judgement as well as her morality; Arthur questions and tries to correct, and he's learning, because he knows it'll be he who'll have to make these decisions and weigh all kinds of interests against each other.
[*] At the same time Gaius, when he hears what he can hardly interpret as anything but a possible conspiracy to kill Uther that Merlin knows of or might even be involved in, does, once again, nothing. Trust is nice and all, but Gaius has become zen/fatalistic to the point of complete apathy. Somehow I think Gaius, like the dragon, like Uther, will reveal himself to be more complex than he seems now.
[**] Then again, Uther's brutal insistence that Arthur must learn that people will die for him in 1.04 makes more sense if that was a painful lesson for him as well.
[***] Although it takes something huge, like the prospect of Arthur's death in 1.09, to finally make him at least for a moment discard the armour of kingship, reason and strategy and allow himself some human emotion. Uther doesn't strike me as a man who'd usually approve of his son forming bonds of any kind with a servant, least of all with one who regularly ends up in the stocks, in fact in he actively discouraged that very thing in 1.04, but faced with the near certainty of his own death he is genuinely glad that Arthur will have a friend who cares for him, and maybe escape the terrible loneliness that Uther himself probably knows only too well.
So here are a couple of thoughts about Uther in 1.12, while I'm waiting for a torret for 1.13 to turn up...
The truth is somewhere in between what Morgana, Merlin, Gaius, even the dragon say; they're all prejudiced in their own way and influenced by their own experiences, Morgana by her father's death as seen by a ten year old girl, Merlin by the constant threat hanging over his own head and burdening his relationship with Arthur, Gaius by... friendship, or complicity, or habit, which makes him even defend Uther's readiness to execute everyone even remotely connected to Tauren, which is taking loyalty a bit far, because even Arthur questions that, even if he doesn't like Merlin to do it aloud where everyone can hear; but Gaius has to believe that Uther is right and doing the best for the kingdom to still be able to look into the mirror after having watched Uther execute wizards and witches for two decades [*]... and Uther himself, who is not the most trustworthy witness for his own cause either.
Uther is aware of his faults, at least to an extent, and at least in hindsight, although once again, 'temper' is one hell of an understatement when it regularly ends with people being executed, and all regret in the world cannot bring them back to life.
Is what Uther says about Morgana in the scene at her father's grave true? I doubt it. Is what he said about her father true? Probably more so, but still doubtful, at least the part about him questioning Uther's judgement and Uther recognising the importance of that, unless he's changed a lot over the past decade, and was once able to accept a friend as a true equal, because the Uther we've seen on the series, who also called Gaius, who is anything but an equal, a friend, is no longer capable of that. [**]
But what's important is that in one of those rare moments of emotional clarity [***], kneeling there with Morgana, he wants it to be true, and does recognise what would make him a better king. There and then at least this is heartfelt, and that's enough for Morgana's conscience to finally kick in. Does she believe his claims are completely true? Probably not, but she does recognise the sincerity of his grief and regret, and maybe suddenly stopped seeing the world through a child's eyes, and it was enough to save him.
Gwen is very sure in her judgement as well as her morality; Arthur questions and tries to correct, and he's learning, because he knows it'll be he who'll have to make these decisions and weigh all kinds of interests against each other.
[*] At the same time Gaius, when he hears what he can hardly interpret as anything but a possible conspiracy to kill Uther that Merlin knows of or might even be involved in, does, once again, nothing. Trust is nice and all, but Gaius has become zen/fatalistic to the point of complete apathy. Somehow I think Gaius, like the dragon, like Uther, will reveal himself to be more complex than he seems now.
[**] Then again, Uther's brutal insistence that Arthur must learn that people will die for him in 1.04 makes more sense if that was a painful lesson for him as well.
[***] Although it takes something huge, like the prospect of Arthur's death in 1.09, to finally make him at least for a moment discard the armour of kingship, reason and strategy and allow himself some human emotion. Uther doesn't strike me as a man who'd usually approve of his son forming bonds of any kind with a servant, least of all with one who regularly ends up in the stocks, in fact in he actively discouraged that very thing in 1.04, but faced with the near certainty of his own death he is genuinely glad that Arthur will have a friend who cares for him, and maybe escape the terrible loneliness that Uther himself probably knows only too well.