Oh, I've been pretty good. New school and that, new people, but I'm getting to know them really well. I've gotten a lot of friends, some really close, amazing friends, but all of them boys. I barely talk to my oldfirends anymore. PArt of me doesn't really like when it's only boys in the class. Thinigs for me are so much uncomplicated with girls beacuse I kow that it's only platonic. You can hold hands and touch and laugh, but you know you're only friends. Last week, a boy I've been acting like that with, poking and tickling and joking, he asked me out. And I had to say no, because it wasn't what I wanted. He acted really mature about it and went on his wy, so I thought that was it, but he hasn't spoken to me since then, and now he has left some kind of apology over skype. Part of me wants to go up to him and ask him if he's alright, but then I remember how stupid he's been acting and I don't want to do it anymore
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Are you being super smart in your new school? (Why do I ask that, of course you are.) Male friends are awesome in that there's usually less of the 'oh my god I hate you why would you think that I looked fat I know you didn't say it, but I could hear your THOUGHTS.' drama, but there's that 'we're not really taught how to be friends with the opposite gender when we grow up, so I don't know how we're supposed to act together' drama, unfortunately.
UNF is the best name for any organization ever.
I don't get alcohol. I tried it once, just for the experience and it tasted so badly that I could only take about three drinks. And my dad was an alcoholic, so I have that extra incentive to just not.
I'm so glad that you're making 'go hang out with them' friends. You do miss the easiness of talking to your internet friends. We should write a rulebook. I'm surprised that no one has, yet.
ps sorry I never say anything on skype. I kind of forget I have it, sometimes. We need to talk soon man. I miss you. （￣ε￣＠）
I try my best. The study motivation isn't as high, and the way we study is different, but I try. Yeah, while there may be more silent fighting with girl friends, there is always the thing with male friends that I have absolutely no clue at all where the line between 'We're platonic friends' and 'We're romantically interested in each other' goes. I mean, I'm not even sure I want a boyfriend. It sounds crazy hearing me say it, because I thought that was ahy I was excited to go in a class with guys, maybe I could get a nice boyfriend. That's what all of my old friends talk about. But now I'm not sure I really care that much
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UNF is the best name for any organization ever.
I don't get alcohol. I tried it once, just for the experience and it tasted so badly that I could only take about three drinks. And my dad was an alcoholic, so I have that extra incentive to just not.
I'm so glad that you're making 'go hang out with them' friends. You do miss the easiness of talking to your internet friends. We should write a rulebook. I'm surprised that no one has, yet.
ps sorry I never say anything on skype. I kind of forget I have it, sometimes. We need to talk soon man. I miss you. （￣ε￣＠）
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I'M SWELL. ;D ♥
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Do you have a plurk? Because I could swear I've seen you on someone's plurk and we need to fooooollow.
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WHY YES, I DO HAVE A PLURK.
Right. Hurr.
My display name was "wasted n ready" for a while. Just changed it to "プロイセン" today. XD
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