Comments | solemnly_swear1: confessions!

solemnly_swear1

confessions!

Jun 19, 2010 13:16

in light of my being unable to tell the girl of my affections about my giant crush, I propose this:

anonymous confession meme

post here anonymously and tell me anything. your hopes, your dreams, your fears. your pettiest of problems or a joke that you heard the other day that you just have to tell someone. tell me things you would be ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 19 2010, 18:34:14 UTC

None of my friends celebrated my birthday, while I go out of my way to celebrate their birthdays as best as I can. What's the point of buying them all presents and making a big deal out of it if I get totally ignored on mine? And then they do stuff for mutual friends' birthdays. Do they all hate me? Is that why? But I can't say this to any of them without sounding needy and selfish. It still hurts, though.

anonymous June 19 2010, 18:38:13 UTC

Everyone deserves a birthday celebration. :C

Happy late birthday. I wish I could've thrown you a party.

♥

anonymous June 19 2010, 19:04:57 UTC

I know how you feel. ):

Happy Birthday, anon! *hugs*

anonymous June 19 2010, 19:12:30 UTC

making new friends terrifies me. I love it, but it's so scary that I can't go to sleep, sometimes.

I realize that it's changing me, but I don't know how to tell if it's for the better or worse.

anonymous June 20 2010, 07:54:04 UTC

letting new people is really scary

anonymous June 19 2010, 19:14:22 UTC

First off, thank you for this! It's very sweet of you. ♥♥ I hope everything turns out okay with your side.

My mom has stomach cancer, and even while she is sick, it feels like the only reason why I truly don't want her to die is because of my own selfish reasons. Of course, I want her to live, but most of the time I feel that my worries are shaped something like 'what will I do when she's gone? I'd be alone with no one to take care of me'. Even while she's suffering, I'm still putting myself as top priority.

My siblings think that I'm selfish, and while they never say anything, it sometimes shows in how they treat me. Part of this is probably because I hide from my problems; when I feel insecure, I close myself off and pretend nothing is happening, nothing is going wrong.

Mom is 33 kg now. She's all skin and bones. I really wish I could help her more, but I'm so scared.

anonymous June 19 2010, 19:23:44 UTC

part of the reason you love your mum is because she takes care of you. I don't think you're being selfish at all. you're scared of everything that's happening and your first instinct is to turn things inward. I think you're thinking of yourself because you don't want to think of anything else, it's too scary to consider the reality of the situation.

I really will be hoping something amazing happens for your mum and your family.

anonymous June 20 2010, 07:53:25 UTC

don't know what to do. scared of how sexual I am.

anonymous June 20 2010, 17:14:57 UTC

make sure you're really being yourself. either way, there's nothing wrong with you. too sexual or not sexual enough, you're just how you're supposed to be right now.

just make sure you don't do anything that could wind up with you getting hurt.

anonymous June 20 2010, 23:25:33 UTC

Today is Father's Day. My dad is a formerly-abusive asshole who I'm supposed to believe has "reformed." When I was little I used to cry on this day every year. Now I'm told that if I don't call him to wish him a happy Father's Day, HE cries. So I call him. Bury the hatchet, right? But I wish I could be as cruel to him as he used to be to me.