It's been over 2 years since my father died, and every single day I think of the moment I saw him dead in the hospital bed. He was just laying there, still intubated, they didn't even have the decency to take his tube out of his mouth. As soon as I saw him, I began screaming and was straight up hysterical.
I think having these visuals are pretty 'normal', even after a couple of years. The pain doesn't go away, you just tolerate it better as time goes on *hugs*
Babe, being able to see it over and over again is totally natural. I can envision everything about my sister's death, wake, and funeral a full week later.
You're doing exactly the same thing that I did. I wanted to know how long it would take for the body to start decomposing, et al. I read pages upon pages online of it.
Take a Xanex if you have one or your bros/sisters have one.
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I think having these visuals are pretty 'normal', even after a couple of years. The pain doesn't go away, you just tolerate it better as time goes on *hugs*
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You're doing exactly the same thing that I did. I wanted to know how long it would take for the body to start decomposing, et al. I read pages upon pages online of it.
Take a Xanex if you have one or your bros/sisters have one.
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