Very poignant and sweet. It would have been so nice... I think I shall imagine this DID happen for her sake. That was a hard punch they took when Lilith hit. Poor Dean.
*twinkle eyes* thanky thanky. thought it was time to brush off some of the tinsel and amuse myself. i am so done with christmas now... gah. i think its all this snow.
Despite the fact that I wrote two short Dean/Sam Christmas things, I hate Christmas too. I can't wait until January 2. I hate the day after Thanksgiving till the day after New Years.
Though I am partial to the SPN Holiday icons that I have. :) Those are the only things that got me through...
So very sad and bittersweet. I especially loved the ending...
Not wanting Sam or Ruby to see his pain, he ran his hand down his face hiding his eyes. He got up off the bed and told them he was going to take a walk.
It had been a while since he had cried for someone that wasn’t a Winchester.
But Dean couldn’t help the tears that streamed down his face as he walked through the parking lot of their motel with his hands in his pockets and his head tilted down feeling both defeated and small.
So fitting of Dean's character, to go off alone and grieve. I can completely see this in my mind. Beautifully done, my dear.
I loved this, as I have made no secret that I enjoy this pairing, and have only read it once before. Me personally, I think he did love her, but don't ask me why, call it a gut instinct type of thing.
Thank you hon. I appreciate that you think I got it right. Maybe he did love her, in his own way. I think the prompt was really to write Dean's first time, but all I could keep coming back to was Dean and Nancy and what if...
I'd like to think he did this as well. I really felt bad for Nancy-and I would have liked this to have happened for her. But poor Dean-no matter what he was wracked by guilt. ;( Thanks for this! *Hugs*
It was-this eppy stuck with me for ages. Partly because it was the last one before the hiatus-but mostly for how angsty it was. I felt for Nancy. And Dean will always carry guilt for the people he can't save. And Nancy touched him on a deeper level-so it was even worse than usual. Sorry-I tend to over think these! ;( *Hugs*
That is high praise indeed. It is a terribly sad thing that could have happened, but even if it hadn't he still felt so guilty when he heard the news. He looked as though he had been punched in the gut.
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Very poignant and sweet. It would have been so nice... I think I shall imagine this DID happen for her sake. That was a hard punch they took when Lilith hit.
Poor Dean.
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btw-Love your icon.
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thanky thanky. thought it was time to brush off some of the tinsel and amuse myself. i am so done with christmas now... gah. i think its all this snow.
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Despite the fact that I wrote two short Dean/Sam Christmas things, I hate Christmas too. I can't wait until January 2. I hate the day after Thanksgiving till the day after New Years.
Though I am partial to the SPN Holiday icons that I have. :) Those are the only things that got me through...
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Not wanting Sam or Ruby to see his pain, he ran his hand down his face hiding his eyes. He got up off the bed and told them he was going to take a walk.
It had been a while since he had cried for someone that wasn’t a Winchester.
But Dean couldn’t help the tears that streamed down his face as he walked through the parking lot of their motel with his hands in his pockets and his head tilted down feeling both defeated and small.
So fitting of Dean's character, to go off alone and grieve. I can completely see this in my mind. Beautifully done, my dear.
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*Hugs*
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So many ways that it could have gone, but just so sad in the end, just like you said,
no matter what he was wracked by guilt.
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*Hugs*
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Great job!
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That is high praise indeed. It is a terribly sad thing that could have happened, but even if it hadn't he still felt so guilty when he heard the news. He looked as though he had been punched in the gut.
Thank you for reading and leaving me fb.
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