Fic - Irredeemable [Prince of Tennis: HiyoTori, ShishiTori]

[soera]

Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Uh. Unrequited-ish HiyoTori? Vague-not-really-there ShishiTori?
Warnings: Vaguely death-ish thoughts on Hiyo-shroom's part...

Dedicated to zerotwofan, that wonderful person who actually bothered to burn out and send me anime I happened to mention I wanted. From overseas. Thank you so much. This isn't exactly

Comments

[mushrooms]

So depressing. I don't like suicidal!Hiyoshi, actually. His continuous GEKOKUJOU!!! makes me believe he's stronger than to want to kill himself just because of unrequited love. But that's just me. Haha.

And this Hiyoshi is VERY eloquent o_O

[mushrooms]

Not that this Hiyoshi is suicidal, per se, but you know. LOL.

[soera]

*points down at her comment*

[ying87]

i hate angst dammit!!!

( and i don't think hiyoshi would kill himself over unrequited love either :p )

[soera]

*points down wordlessly at her comment*

[blackbloodrunya]

hehe but OMG i could just see Hiyoshi writing this letter out, though he wouldnt be preparing to kill himself then. I don't think he's suicidal O_o can't see any trace of that in the letter.

but gosh, its lovely XD maybe the fangirl in me is screaming cos this supports so much of shishitori. or torishi. whatever >_>

lol and i have put up my first ever pic on my LJ *blush* (its my OTP, needless to say) be gentle with me...

[soera]

Thank you, Von, for realising he's NOT suicidal. Wasn't that clear enough? He's in no way preparing for death, although he's preparED for it. There's a difference.

And thank you. The ShishiTori was unintentional. Have pity on the shroom. XD

[blackbloodrunya]

i have put up my first *fic* on my lj, not PIC lol. sorry for the mistake.

*pities hiyoshi* the poor boy needs more love, yes.

maybe i should add some hiyo/tori in my fic O-O hmm...

[soera]

I am compelled to defend myself after reading a couple of the above comments. Runya, thank you for understanding that Hiyoshi's in no way suicidal. I had a little discussion on that very topic with a friend of mine who doesn't even know who Hiyoshi is - and that just allowed us to have a nice little insightful conversation about death. Part of that is what Hiyoshi feels - see if you understand, why don't you?

Me: Why did two people say it was suicidal when it wasn't? That was the farthest thing from my mind when I was writing it. Accepting death, wanting to die in a certain way, doesn't mean you're suicidal. Right?
Areale: I know what you mean. No, you're not. As a matter of fact I am inclined to think most of those who want to die are simply EVADING the responsibility of living, while those who accept death, are resigned, whatever, could still be afraid of it, but they're still going on, you know? Waiting is a horrible thing.
Me: Exactly. And those who live sometimes aren't. Living, I mean. But they go on because they know they have

[sharona1x2]

Sorry it's taken me a few days to read and reply. We had a death in Jay's family.

Poor Hiyoshi. I can't imagine, thank goodness, what it's like to love someone so much, and realize that they don't think of you in the same way. It must hurt a lot to see Ohtori and Shishido together, even if Ohtori has no clue that he's hurting Hiyoshi. It really makes me want to cuddle the poor 'shroom.

I can actually see Hiyoshi writing all this out, and never sending the letter to Ohtori. I wouldn't be surprised if just writing it out is enough for him.

May I archive this at BND? I'd like to have more ToriHiyo fic. It's been lacking so much lately, and I do love it. Thanks! *huggles you for writing this*

[soera]

I seem to have brilliant timing where posting fics is concerned. Putting up one about death for you when... oh never mind. -_-

I think (hope?) that I managed to keep Hiyoshi in character enough. Writing it out would have helped him heaps. At least it would've gotten things clear in his head and he's strong enough that he can move on from that. But yes, angst. Woe.

You know you don't have to ask @ archiving. And you're welcome! ^_^