Even If You Never Love Me, Chapter 7

[soblonde1202]

Rating: M
Genres: Angst, Romance, Drama
Warnings: Smut. Finally. And, a cuss.
Spoilers: Up through Special Education
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee.
Author's Notes: This is my original plot, guys! No prompts required! Big deal for me...
Summary: "In a perfect world, I'd be able to know what it's like to... hold your hand? Take you on a date? Kiss you?

Comments

[notstealthy]

My heart. It is breaking. In the best possible way.

[soblonde1202]

I'm glad it's the best possible way! Blaine is demonstrating so well all up in this story how awful heartbreak can be. Sometimes, writing angst means that I torture my readers, and that just fascinates me. It fascinates me more that, as a reader, I love the torture so much. Thank you for reviewing!

[never_says_die]

I simultaneously want to cuddle the boys close and coo at them, and smack Kurt upside the head for thinking this was a good idea. 'Tis an interesting feeling. This has been heartwrenching from the start, but the last couple goes are just brutal in the best possible way. Thank you for sharing.

[soblonde1202]

Kurt is very difficult to react to in this. He's all over the place, possibly with the best intentions, possibly the most naive person on the planet. Perhaps a good smack will put some sense where it belongs. I'm glad to know my story is on an angst spiral! I tend to do that. :) Thank you for reviewing!

[joyasaurus_rex]

He's staring at the floor, looking nervous. Kurt figures out why when he speaks. "Can I... hold you tonight? At least until I fall asleep? You can push my away after. I'd just really like to fall asleep holding you."

Even after what Blaine just gave him, he thinks Kurt is going to reject him.

[soblonde1202]

My first GIF review! I only saw this on my iPod before, and didn't see the image. It moves! It's so pretty! It's so what Blaine looks like through half this story. In fact, Fox, I'm reclaiming this. This isn't Blaine saying goodbye; it's him telling Kurt his feelings for him aren't all about sex.

So, I'm a total Kurtsie, and I'm making him something that's pissing me off. Blaine has a lot of ways he can respond to Kurt's date, and I don't imagine most of them are positive. It doesn't even have to be a logical response. This may have mostly been his idea, but he can still be mad at Kurt for having it happen. Thank you for reviewing!

[joyasaurus_rex]

In fact, Fox, I'm reclaiming this. This isn't Blaine saying goodbye; it's him telling Kurt his feelings for him aren't all about sex.
I LOVE THIS COMMENT ADF;Ladkfjasdfk and I feel honored that I was your first gif comment!!!!!!!!!!!! \o/ I put gifs everywhere and I am very sorry that this was merely your first! In fact, here are more BECAUSE THEY ARE FUN AND AWESOME AND SQUEETASTICAL

[soblonde1202]

I don't know how to do gifs. I have a real jealousy of you right now. Also, did you create them? I only meant that I don't know how to inbed (is that the word???) them. I REALLY don't know how to make them. These gifs are all so cheery and precious. If you made them, you are an awesome giffer. If you found them, you are an awesome gif hunter.

On the show, I forgive Kurt's transgressions pretty easily, since he's my favorite. He set Rachel up in giving her a make-over, but I was way more enraged by her telling him that she was more likely to get with Finn because she's a girl. On paper, it's very obvious that he was meaner, but he's my Kurt, so I only see his victimization.

Your enthusiasm is not overwhelming. I hope my late responses aren't disappointing.

[many_a_dream]

The writer's block you claimed was not in evidence at all as there was a good flow to the chapter.

I laughed till my stomach hurt when Blaine asked Kurt if he was planning on reverse-engineering the chutney, noticing the dinner plates in his hand.

My heart plummeted reading the last line, "Kurt hopes that will give Blaine a nice ending to their single day as boyfriends." And also where Blaine thinks Kurt is going to reject him.

[soblonde1202]

I can write on my LJ again! I was happily responding to my wonderful, wonderful reviews, and then LJ decided I was unworthy and killed my connection. I could go anywhere but my own journal. It was right before I could respond to you, so I'm telling you this story. What luck, right?

Anyway, I'm glad my Writer's Block isn't showing. That's always so embarrassing! I love making people laugh! I'm dancing knowing the chutney line paid off. Thank you for reviewing!

[sun_and_rain]

Oh my. Oh, oh my. This could end in so many horrible ways. Kurt, how could you ever think this would be a good idea?

[soblonde1202]

Right? There is so not a bright light at the end of this date tunnel, and if there is, it's a train coming to kill. What is Kurt thinking? I should probably know that. More to come! Thank you for reviewing!