asshole.

[sober_cannibal]

this post will be a short one because i need to go get ready for my first therapy appointment. i'm nervous about it, but i also am excited. i think i could get more out of therapy at this point in my life than ever before.

we filled out the application for the new apartment last night. hopefully we hear back soon. also, my parents agreed to lend me

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[di50rd3r]

oh my gosh, the typical dickhead/idiot drunken guy- when i was with my husband, 90% of his friends acted the exact same way. while i had no problem with confrontation if my husband was involved (like if someone threatened him i'd be all, O HAY I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU BLAHBLAH which doesn't really do much when you're 5'3 and weigh 110 lbs) but when it came to other people's drunken confrontations when we hung out, i always got really anxious and freaked out. it really got to me, and it happens SO much when alcohol is involved.

i'm glad you had an alternate perspective; that you got to see what it's like, sober- how unattractive excessive drinking is. you should seriously be so proud of yourself, you're doing so well- what with therapy, making good decisions, having an outlet like livejournal to get all of your innermost thoughts out, etc. you're amazing and as i said before, you continue to be an inspiration to me every single day!

[sober_cannibal]

yes, exactly. he ended up feeling like a jerk the next day, and not even remembering most of what happened. he threw up all day and apologized profusely. yuck, whatever.

i am bad with confrontation, period. but i am probably the same somewhat - i think it's easier for me to step up when i'm more directly affected... more awkward when it's something i REALLY don't want to be involved in.

and thank you. :) everyone on lj has helped me hugely so far, and i plan on staying here as long as it helps.