Comments | so_kissable_xo: Sprinq Break is oovverr.. ;[

so_kissable_xo

Sprinq Break is oovverr.. ;[

Mar 27, 2005 20:54

end of my sprinq break --

friday** i went to the beach w/ qussy, dani, koley, allie & my mom ;] clam pass baby!! it was mucho fun; even thouqh i tanned the whole time.. lol sorry i didn't join you in the water qussy!! hahahaha.. but i qot some tan so it`s all qravy baby!! we were there from like 1-4?? aaffterrwarrdss wen we qot home we all decided ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 28 2005, 03:05:47 UTC

ur layouts cute ;]

datrubabidawl March 28 2005, 21:20:00 UTC

hey!! the movies we fun l0l wow u and gussy are very tan hehehe.. cant belive people sed u guys were ORANGE??? WTF you guys were peeling.. haha whatever jusz smoe lil shit heads that dont have nothin else to do but talk shit.. haha well whatever lov you gurlie ur awsome!! x0o Allie

so_kissable_xo March 28 2005, 21:22:54 UTC

omq i know riqht?! they jus hatin bkuz i qota nice ass tan this break and they didn't qet shiiitt ;] friday niqht was totally awesome!! MY DATE!! haha bummmer steve * lol we needta qet this party crunk this summer baby!! haha OH YEAH! LETS GET DRUNK ON CAFFENE AT SPECTATORS!! hahaha love ya babie!!

<3333 Kaycee

datrubabidawl March 28 2005, 22:05:00 UTC

HAHAHA I ALOMOST FORGOT.. HAHAHA OR WE CAN FISH FOR THOSE LOBSTERS!! HAHA ( i wonder if they were really from maine or maryland) ahahaha OOH WELL.. - Allie

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yo nig! close2thathrill March 30 2005, 03:51:38 UTC

hey - i heard taht shit is goin around ... but i know that its all a bunch of bullshit. dont worry about matt ... he's a jerk, was a jerk and always will be a jerk. you kno that i didnt lyke him from tha start - now you see why. ;) whatever is goin on though, you've already proved taht you can kick a chick's ass so why not again? lol! hope things losen up ...

xO`Dani

Re: yo nig! so_kissable_xo March 30 2005, 04:25:33 UTC

i can't do it nemore.. i cared for him so much.. i loved him so fuckinq much.. more than i ever thouqht my heart had to qive.. i qave him nethinq and everythinq he wanted and you of all people know that.. he was the biqqest thinq to me in my life.. and now it's all qone.. never forqotten.. there's always quna b a hole in my heart.. and no one can ever fix it.. and he doesn't even relize it.. he thinks of everythinq as a qame.. no emotions.. it was all a fake.. he was fake.. i wish it wasn't real.. i wish it was all a dream.. a nitemare.. somethinq that i never woke up from `til now.. no one woke me up.. you tried and i shut you out.. and i shut my friends out.. i don't know why.. my actions were the dumest in the world.. if i could qo back in time.. i would make mom healthy aqain.. and make me not even in this world.. cuz i have done nothinq for the better.. all i am is neqativness.. im a waste of breath.. matt showed me that.. im worthless, meaningless.. and no one can retain my morales except myself.. and how can i have confidence ( ... )

Re: yo nig! close2thathrill March 30 2005, 20:46:07 UTC

dont say that. kaycee i went through some of tha same things that you and matt did wit kevin. when you talk about your morals - yes its hard to think "happy thoughts" again about them. but lyke tha old proverb says "whats done is done." and even though you cant take shit bak - you wanna. but you cant. and as much as that hurts- you hafta relieze that it makes you who you are. so many people have yet to experience tha laugher and pain you have. its made you grow. granted, some times its not for tha best but its still helped you become who you are. hopefully one day you'll see that. and "there are many more fish in tha sea!" lol! one day you'll find someone who makes you smile for no reason .. and tell you that things will be alright. and i know cuz of wut has happened you'll always have this negativity about it - but thats when you have to learn how to trust again. i adtempted to trust again after kevin and that lucky person was josh. then we broke up after 5 weeks. nothing special - i know. but it meant alot to me cuz i learned that ( ... )

Re: yo nig! so_kissable_xo March 31 2005, 04:59:08 UTC

sorta helped.. no amount of words can help the way my heart truely feels.. yeah matt hurt me and yeah he was a complete asshole.. but there's just somethinq that i will always love about him.. no matter how bad he treats me.. call me crazy.. but i would do nethinq for that boy..