Bad dreams brought to light

[snowwhite38]

Sometimes , I don't think it is possible to completely forget your past.  For the last few weeks i have been haunted by bad dreams, the kind that make you forget where you are, and I keep waking up in tears.  It usually puts me in a terrible sinking mood for a few day and colors all of my daily experiences with it.

A few years ago, I was living

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[smartlikeatruck]

This is the fear that drives, honey. I lost my apartment a while back because of a really vile property manager who "lost" our rent- which we paid with a money order. I have those dreams too. There are always those who do not understand the circumstances that can lead a person to lose everythign. It is nice to think that one should be able to have a cushion, but when one makes just enough to eat and pay rent, it isn't always possible.
That doesn't make us less worthy, or less than human. We work just as hard as anyone else, often for far less money.
The thing to remember when you have those dreams is that you are strong. Not that you have a home, not that you have a job, but that if you were in that situation again, as much as it would hurt, it would not break you. You are STRONG, and you can get through anything.

[katdianna]

oh, dear one. i don't know what to say much beyond letting you know that i'm listening. and i do indeed SEE you! you are glorious in so many ways, beautiful child of God!

and you are in my thoughts and prayers. i hope you find inner peace soon.

[the_mishka]

I had no idea what you went through! I am guessing it happened about the time I left LA and we fell out of touch? I am so sorry :( You really are a wonderful person and deserve happiness. I hope the dreams let you alone so you can be happy where you are!