“What are you doing, JunSu?!” a shouted came from the older brother of JunSu, Kim JaeJoong.
“I can’t love him, hyung…I barely stand of loosing him! My life had been shortened by this cancer and I…I…” JunSu hold his breath as he found YooChun had stood at his room’s door.
“Wh..What are you doing here, Songsaengnim?!” he screamed out crazily, “I’ve told you to not visit me anymore!! You-“ YooChun kissed his lips forcedly, he never stand a fragile JunSu. JunSu pushed him away immediately, “You-hhhmmpphh!!” again, YooChun tasted JunSu’s lips. Though it felt salty, he continued deepened the kiss till he tasted his own tears on his cheek.
Finally he broke their kiss, “Su…” he set his gaze on JunSu’s eyes, “You love me don’t you? You need me don’t you? ‘Cause I love you, Su…I need you…” YooChun confessed to JunSu. He felt the urge to tell JunSu about his feeling, just if JunSu knew he would never mind about JunSu’s illness…
“Don’t…Don’t love me, YooChun…” JunSu stayed with his thought, he would hate this world if YooChun loved him. He would regret having such a short life and his mind will full of sadness if he let YooChun loves him. He can’t…definitely can not let YooChun loves him.
“But I know you love, Su…”
“It just will hurt us, YooChun…both of us…we can’t love each other…I’ll be dead, YooChun…”
“Let me love you till the death torn us apart, Su…”
“But I can’t let you go, YooChun…” JunSu whined in desperation, “I’ll want to live this life with you…and it will make me regret of my short life….”
“No! Think of it, Su…Think of it once again… I won’t meet you if you aren’t sick, Su…” YooChun pulled away and looked into JunSu’s eyes, “Just bare with it, Su…God tried to give you a happiness before he takes you…Please JunSu..if you want to live longer then we will find the other way! We’ll do the surgery, we’ll do everything, Su..everything..”
JunSu’s cries turned harder and harder. His body was trembling on YooChun’s embrace.
“Love me, YooChun-ah…Love me…” he then gave up on his thought, let his heart controlled his path, his short parth…
~*~*~*~
[present time]
“Appa…” a little boy walked toward YooChun, climbed to YooChun’s lap and sat comfortably there. “Appa, what are you thinking?” the little boy asked innocently.
A warm smile crept on YooChun’s face as he pulled the little boy closer to him. “Your umma, ChanHee-nie..” he kissed the boy’s cheek, “Don’t you miss your umma?”
ChanHee turned his body to face YooChun, “And if appa is missing umma, why is he sitting here instead of picking him up at the office?” ChanHee pouted at his father.
YooChun chuckled as he enjoyed his son’s pouting face. It is as cute as his wife slash husband’s pouting face. “Your uncle wanted to pick him up, Son..then what should I protest? Your uncle just got back from his three years honeymoon and missed your umma,”
“Beside I miss JaeJoong uncle’c cook!!” ChanHee grinned widely, “His cooking is better than umma and appa!!”
“Hm? You stabbed my heart kids..”
“How can, Appa?? You said that your heart is on Umma’s heart!”
YooChun broke his uncontrollable chuckles. He never knew this life will bless his and JunSu’s love by giving them a chance to have ChanHee as their son.
Though it took 5 years for YooChun dealt with JunSu’s condition which finally turned better after his doctor decided to take the fifty percentage of living surgery.
JunSu could live longer that he used to live even worked as composer as JunSu’s wish. YooChun still has his work as a doctor and both of them married three days after the day YooChun’s mother proposed JunSu to be his son’s wife.
“Su…Love you…” YooChun’s whispered to JunSu’s ear as he greeted his wife.
“Shouldn’t it be ‘Welcome back, baby’?” JunSu pinched YooChun’s nose tip. “But still..I love you too, Chunnie..” he kissed the lips of YooChun.
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forget to tell you but the italic words are past event =)
not quite satisfied with the epilogue..sorry guys to disappoint you all Y.Y