Once upon a time I did a writing meme in which you listen to a few songs and write whatever you felt inspired to write while the song played. When it stopped, you did too. And you wrote this way for three or so songs (or however many you wanted). I wanted to do that again today. I love being able to have the extra challenge with free writing, ( Read more... )

It feels as though it’s been a busy week even though I had the majority of it off. However, I do know that I spent most of the week resting because I was still sick. I’m feeling a lot better now. Tomorrow I get my test results back and I’ll be trying to set up practicum hours for my new class ( Read more... )

As surf hits the sand, there is one particular color, like winter. It is fragile and dissipating, fleeting as the snowflake, hiding its depths, rolling in and out as though it has no care for the world. But beneath it, shadowed by a gentle pale hue, darkness looms. Hungry for destruction, as peace flutters away under the sunset. That color, that ( Read more... )

Running through frivolity, turning up the heart beat. Aching, stretching, racing towards some end that I just can't see. Amped up! Ready to go, with no clear destination as I fight with myself, that damnable shadow still chasing, striving to be better than me. Aching heart, breaking souls, falling from my freedom, the one last thing that really ( Read more... )

Black cat. Black cat. Glitch in the matrix. Hold onto the familiar feelings. Something not quite right. The same the same! But inexperienced. Fleeting memories, past lives? Maybe the glimpse to the future as I struggle down the path. Coughing and wheezing. Done this before! How many times? Each day holds the same things, but not the same energy. ( Read more... )

He has many names, of which I can never keep count. And I only know the false definitions that keep me out. It doesn't matter, so much, I suppose - I'd call him anything, if only I could hold him close. Yet, it becomes a game - since I'm really the same.

It's nice to meet you, Immanuel Gray.

If you asked me to run away, I would bet, you'd already know what I would say! And though I would say yes, I doubt it would be so simple. Don't know if we can drop it all, go our own way. Even though I want too, I doubt you'd really be okay. My answer, absolute. Wavering resolve, don't let me down, just go away! Where would I be without you? Just ( Read more... )

It has been freezing all day! (I can say that with certainty as it has barely been over 32 degrees Fahrenheit. AKA, freezing. 0 degrees for everyone else in the world.) Not used to such cold temperatures ( Read more... )

I feel a bit annoyed with the idea of having to write lesson plans. I still don’t know what I’m doing and we’ve not been given any examples. I don’t like the idea of “because you’re at the master’s level you should know how to do this.” Foreign field! FOREIGN FIELD. Anyways, it really does seem like my classes are geared towards people who are ( Read more... )

Saturday feels fantastic today. I got to sleep in. I don’t have to be on my feet all day and I don’t have to go out into the cold. I love it. Although the hours can be strenuous, I appreciate my teachers and education more. Maybe it’s more like “because the hours” rather than “although.”

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Slowed almost to ( Read more... )